The best is yet to come.
Date: Apr 15th, 2005 12:37:08 am - Subscribe
Mood: faded
What I'm hearing: Dashboard Confessional
Same theme. New order of letters to create a different string of words. Still the same underlying emotions causing them all. Fear. Distrust. Emotions shouldn't dictate who I am. Sure, they're important in the here and the now, but often times emotions are irrational and overreactions to problems and situations. Always try to keep a level head when something happens to you. Be careful of decisions made on the spot, because you always have to deal with the consequences of them afterwards. Instead I'll bite my tongue. I'll bite my tongue, and I'll keep biting until it feels like I'm bleeding. Nobody else but me
reads
between
the lines.
That's fine with me. I like it that way. I love extracting my soul out through language. By putting it in plain sight, I can analyze and think about it better. However, 26 letters can only go so far in describing the infinite amount of emotions and thoughts that swirl through my mind every time I sit down to write. Only a few of them are lucky to escape as written words. Others are lost to a distraction. Perhaps a song on the radio, a show on tv, a ringing phone. Others never make it through to the outside world. They remain a synaptic misfire forever lost in my mind. I think I keep them somewhere that I don't even know about. They wait for the day when I've reached a true understanding of myself and those around me, then I'll be able to think them again. I'm still green, but my shaky foundation becomes a little bit more solid and stable with each passing day as I learn new things, have new experiences, and continue to live. Of course, the best is yet to come.
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