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1st_escape
Just to feel alive. - Subscribe
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I walk by the corner market, basking in the California sun. When the smogs rolls through the sky, and mimics the feeling I have become. I watch the smoke trailing, from my cigarette, and look to God for the chance to forget. All these thoughts roll through my mind, breaking down the walls, I had built once upon a time. I had hoped to forget. Once I had forgiven. I had hoped to live truly, In this time that I'm living. I always have my sunglasses, in case your light is too bright. I always have a dollar, for coffee at midnight. In search of life, I read books that taught me... nothing. Because that is all that is known. Take my time, that is fine, take my time, until I find that which is missing, that I already have, that I know is out there. My youthful optimism, is my strongest drive, faster than a speeding car and I roll down the windows, looking for the breeze, just to feel alive. Just to feel alive. |