Feb 17th, 2005 7:58:30 pm - Subscribe
You will be missed.
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Feb 15th, 2005 8:40:58 pm - Subscribe
|well i realized that hey, i might like mark. and my sister gave me high hopes that when she starts driving shed take me to his house. and all this stuff. ( as long as i pay her and stuff which is still sweet ) but i dont know. he'd enver like me like that. it was so nice talking to my sister bout it tho. i haven't talked to her bout these kinds of things since the summer. im really upset that my roses are starting to die. i took my balloon off of them (( which i think my dog just popped )) because they needed water. but i dont know they look like they are about to just ... wrinkle up and die. i was talking to kevin. i really want to be atleast good friends with the kid. he seems really cool. he and derek waved to me at the same time today in the halls, pshh twins lol. they are both really fricken cute. haha.
i was talking to philmoore. today in lunch he tried holding my hand and stuff. it feels so nice. but yet it honestly feels really weird. i would rather be sittting next to mark with his head on my shoulder him talking to me like theres no one around. lol. oh man im desperate. lol. today after school it was soooo nice out. i went outside and started taking some really awesome pictures ! they are soo cool. theres a couple of ok ones of me im so fricken happy i am over rj. my old best friend has finally become the last guy ive been worring bout now adays. friday was horrible. i like cried for hours because his drinking and drug problems, to me, seem like my fault. i honestly think he would have never done anything like this if i was still with him. andnever broke things off in june. but i dont care anymore. if he knew its bad for him he shouldn't do it anyway. lauren fricken mccart is amazing. im so glad rj ditched me for her. cause i would enver had any reason on wanting to ever talk to her. atleast now i know shes exactly what he wanted in a girl. well today was caitys birthday. she loved her balloons. maybe this weekend. me and carolyn could go to the mall to look for her gift i want to get her this reallly amazing gift times like eleven ill have to bum money off my mom tho. and i still really want to ask her to ask my dad to order me this thing offline. cause i am deff not on his goodside today. specially after he freaked out on me over the shit in the sink ( hes a little fucker omg) can't stand him sometimes. but hes my father so im forced to like him. i am supposed to be reading a book for my research project but i honestly dont even feel like trying to. i tried readnig it in the library but i was more interested in messing around with jd and kim and seth and joe. joe is amazingly cute too. i just realized that today. haha im sucha girl its hilarious. me and amanda had a really cool talk today, even tho we were bitching about our fathers. which is ok. because we're allowed to bitch. we both get really upset when our parents say the stupidest but mean things to us. and yeah we're "emotional" when it comes to those sort of things. me and nick didn't get ot hangout in gym today. im sorta disappointed. but rob and his blue shorts were hilarious he was like "they keep falling, i can't do this shit" im like "hold em up then you tart" he was like 'it feels weird, im bringig a belt tomorrow" lol oh man oh and i dont know. im just seriosuly pathetic now adays... ((haha carolyn ran into the doorknob)) well. i dont know what else to say besides homework sucks, marks a hottie, kevin is a cool twin, and my feet hurt. <3
i dont know why i even wrote all this...
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Feb 14th, 2005 5:33:28 pm - Subscribe
|well today is valentines, and it wasn't half bad. i didnt cry so thats a plus. nick asked me to be his valentine even tho i know he was only doing it to be nice. spang made my day tho. soon as i got home i was talking to him and idk. i love this kid. its nuts. hes too fricken old tho. but yeah. tomorrow idk. i have so much homework to do. one day i will do all my homework. and not like panic at school the next morning, freaking out i didnt do something. jd pierced his septum it looks mad cool. ::shiverswithenvy:: i always wanted to get a piercing and actually wear jewlery or something. i told my mom i wanted a pearl necklace for my sweetsixteen. i hope she gets me one. thatd be really awesome. i got a "sucker" from katie and me and emily got dillard balloons for her birthday tomorrow. i didn't get to go out this weekend. so i have to get her her real gift this weekend or something. well i dont know im going to upload a picture i took onto my "myspace" <3 later...|
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Feb 13th, 2005 4:56:36 pm - Subscribe
|well today was pretty boring idk did nothing even tho i do sorta realize i have a thing for spangler. i just think hes really awesome phils mad at me. his hand was quite gross tho. ew. lol. im glad im somewhat talking to clare and rj again. i miss nick. and tomorrow's valentine's day ::gag:: i highly doubt ill get a really awesome valentine. = ( ill live. i hopei dont have any homework. i think i might have history to make up.|
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