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The One with The Confusing Boy
Date: Aug 18th, 2007 7:36:18 am - Subscribe
Mood: baffled


But I guess its good that I'm not going out with C.C. anymore because I wouldn't have met my latest boy toy as S. calls him...T.R.

Even if you don't read all this, please give so advice on the stuff after the line hah...

He also lives 3 hours away. Luckily he's moving to a small town 45 minutes away from me so we're planning on hanging but I'm so confused.

This all started with me meeting him at my cabin...yet again in the sauna. I met him and his friend Z who were both gorgeous. My friend and I chatted it up with them and ended up hanging out for 2 days straight with them. On the night before they left T.R. and this younger guy came to y cabin to drink.

We played Sociables and I made the stupid mistake of mixing 2 shots of vodka in with Orangina...twice. Then another 2 with rootbeer so like 6 shots, which is a lot for me, I'm tiny lol.

I drank all this and then we settled down to watch a movie. T.R. and I started to cuddle which just kind of happened no questions asked and then we ended up making out. With this other kid in the room. And again this is full on making out. I'm trying to remember this all now but its too fuzzy!

Anyways I was afraid of gagging or throwing up from the alcohol and went upstairs for "2 minutes" and proceeded to pass out.

I woke up the next morning to a text from T.R. saying thanx for having him but he had to leave and couldn't wait any longer. PS: I also tripped over my coffee table and smashed above my lip, above my nose, my arm and my legs...oh and a glass. There was a fuckload of a mess that I had to clean up the next morning while I was still drunk.

So then I'm thinking "oh God well that was it, we were going to be friends but now I'm screwed"

But no. He gets home and adds my on Facebook right away and texts me saying he got home. We text for a bit. We message for a bit. Then no talk for like a week. And again after flirting theres nothing. But then he texts me to say he's in my city for hockey stuff.

We text. We message. We flirt. We plan to get together.

We finally get together and can't think of anything to do since its mid-day and not very much time (in between practices). So its awkward and I'm like wow that was it...it was flirting but he's going to get back to where he's staying and be like why did I do that?


But no. He texts me and says that he got home alright. So I go to the party mentioned earlier and we text. We message (Facebook Mobile). Then we don't talk again for a bit and I'm like WTF? by this time. Then tonight we talk again but I can't even tell if he's flirting or not. I've never come across a guy like this before! He had practice and was saying how he can't come out tonight because he's a cripple now so i coon and fuss and say "aww poor baby are you ok?"

And he doesn't answer for like a million years and finally says that everything hurts and that he might die in his sleep from pain so I say "Aww don't k? That's what painkillers are for! Aww you sound so sad" and he says yes I'm so crippled and it hurts so bad...

So what? Do you want me to baby you or not? This is the most confusing situation.

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If he didn't wanted anything to do with me at the cabin he wouldn't have started talking to me, right?

And if he wasn't at least a bit attracted to me, he wouldn't have hooked up with me, right? (He was drunk but sober enough to be in control and manage my drinking).

And if he justv wanted a hook-up he wouldn't have talked to me after and planned things and talked to me even when I've completely written it off, right?

And if he just wanted to be friends he wouldn't have set aside time to meet me for a day to do nothing just the two of us and go on Facebook all night to talk to me and send me messages to say he got somewhere safely, right?

Or am I just completely wrong?

Innocent? I think not.
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