44calibers Aeonity Blog

Today

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 13:24:33 -0500

..I woke up and didn't feel like going to 2nd period. Mike had texted me saying he didn't feel well so he wasn't going to go and that class freaks me out being on my own. I knew that once my mom left it was my choice, so I skipped it and made myself some breakfast. I started wakling and Mike calls to tell me he was going to school afterall and ... Read More

I thought I'd give an update...

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 13:24:06 -0500

Yesterday was pretty bad. Besides the fact that I'm still grounded, a lot of drama went on thanks to him. First, I woke up to Mike calling me telling me he had quit his job because the manager ticked him off. He said he'd call me later so I hung up and went back to sleep. I finally decided to not be completely lazy and got up and played guitar ... Read More

Reality Check

Fri, 22 Dec 2006 12:24:01 -0500

I really need to start updating this thing. I keep forgetting about aeonity, sorry guys, livejournal has just been my usual journal. But I will continue to post if people actually read it.. Anyways. I'm in class now. It's our last day and winter break begins! I'm excited. I'm not going anywhere special but I've missed sleeping in, waking around ... Read More

maps

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 17:03:18 -0500

There are so many reasons the night is long...it's longest when I'm lying awake, thinking of everything and nothing at the same time. Staring at the darkness, going over all of it...back and forth...and the clock ticks on...I was a wreck last night. First off, my dad didn't let me go out because I went out the night before. That's some gayshit.... Read More

When you're too in love to let it go

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 12:23:54 -0500

Last night was hard. Last night was heartbreak. Last night was..well.. Me and Mike showed up at Erik's once Mike got out of work. It was about 9:30 and us four (angela, joe, and us)stood by the gate that leads to the backyard. We were just standing and talking. Then I saw a boy with long brown hair and a hoodie on.. he looked familiar.. I ... Read More

I'm back!

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 18:54:51 -0500

I haven't written in this thing for quite some time now. Look at the date below. A lot has changed with my life in just that amount of time. It's easy to lose something so easily and never have that chance to gain it back. I lost somebody close to me. I lost my best friend. The boy I'd turn to for anything is no longer there. The way things end... Read More

you've got to be kidding me.

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 13:10:01 -0400

June 6, 2006 You don't generally like to question things too closely, in case you notice a flaw that could mar a seemingly perfect situation. However, the current astral configuration may cause you to have some thoughts about your latest relationship, and whether it is actually good for you or not. If you are beginning to notice cracks in the wall... Read More

song

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 13:08:23 -0400

It's just words... words that have been long to tell... words that'll take your heart away... Read More

the movie repeats itself

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:04:01 -0500

Does it all just happen so fast? Life, death, that one hit you took that made you feel so alive. I don't know if I'm capable of being put through it again. The funeral, and the guilt; it's already too much to overcome, I don't need another to add to the list. I wish she would stop socking her face. Doesn't she realize she's socking me too? The ot... Read More

News flash

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 13:27:29 -0500

I'm going to begin using this journal again. Especially since livejournal has now been blocked from the school websites. Everything lately has been a downfall for me. It seems as though i'm paying a price for messing up all these years. Its finally kicked me in the ass. I have shitty grades, i've been grounded for quite awhile now, and i'm not ... Read More