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Mall

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 00:22:27 -0600

Hiya ^_^ Again...today has become remarkably better than when compared to just a few days ago. It's funny how destroyed I can be one moment and then how content I can be the next. But I shouldn't complain. After all staying the in the same state of sorrow and despair can become quite tiring on one's thoughts. I consider it toxic really. So I wok... Read More

Strong

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 00:12:22 -0600

I think I'm better now...at least as good as you can be when something like that happens. I stayed awake last night instead of falling asleep and thought hard about what I should do. How I should act around him now that things have changed. The change of rules is odd to comprehend but I finally accepted that I just can't be selfish anymore. If he d... Read More

So Sick. And Empty, too.

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 00:12:01 -0600

...I'm so sick of almost loosing control. Of feeling like my heart has been ripped out of my chest just for the hell of someone being bored. He's gone again. Out of reach. But now that I think about it he probably was out of my reach the entire time. The pain I feel inside is a mix of confusion and utter sadness. It's almost worse than when it ... Read More

\'Bout Time

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 00:47:57 -0600

Feh! My Internet's been down for the past few days so I haven't had time to update. Otherwise I would have because I'm a loser like that. I finally went crazy today and complained to my Mom about being bored so we cleaned Logan's room while dancing around to her new Rod Stewart cd (wtf?). After we got done she offered to help me clean my room...but... Read More

Improve

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 19:52:57 -0600

Hiya ^_^ Luckily (for most of us) my day was far better than it was yesterday. I woke early in plans to go to Jackson with Marle, but unfortunately the sleet stopped me at the front door. I gave her a call, got a shower, and assumed my proper place sitting my rumpus before the mighty computer. I was fooling around with the virus for a little while ... Read More

Void

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 23:13:22 -0600

And I don't know whether to be hopeful or just aloof. His actions are so puzzling that they startle...but I fear that this is just the beginning of a long series of unfortunate events. Hiya ^_^ If people don't understand the beginning of this entry then it's none of your business. Not to be frank/rude/mean or anything. Today started off p... Read More

My Abs Hurt

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 01:24:14 -0600

Well today was interesting ^_^ Despite the fact that my ass is freezing off and I'm caccooning myself in my robe to survive the night seems strangely satisfying. I started off the day pretty later after waking up at around 11:30 (oops) and decided that I'd better get a shower and such in case Brett and the others dropped by. I didn't want them t... Read More

Long Ass Update

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 01:21:51 -0600

Hiya ^_^ I'm up past my bedtime (pbbt) and decided that I really need to update since I've been lacking in that responsibility as of late. I eve made a list as to what all I need to include in this entry -points to the list which she will delete upon posting- Well first thing's fist: SCHOOL IS OUT FOR CHRISTMAS! -dances in utter joy- I didn't t... Read More

Better Today

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 22:28:34 -0600

Hiya ^_^ Well the day started off pretty boring, but it was immediately better than Saturday simply because I got good sleep last night. My Mom let my sleep on and off until 12ish, then she asked if I felt like going to Goodies. I knew if I said I'd go that she would end up spending a lot of money just before Christmas so I told her no and she deci... Read More

Don\'t Know Where to Turn

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 22:02:07 -0600

So I'm confused as hell, somewhat irritated at myself, and sick with the common cold. This weekend is just...spiffy. o.x I went to Santa's Village early this morning after getting the silch amount of sleep and mixed up my time so I was there 30 minutes early. Not like I had anything to do anyway. So I browsed around a few stands when they began ... Read More