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l1l17h wow - Subscribe
Like I said: wow... I actually had a social life for an entire day. That's weird. More than 24 hours without a pc. That's even weirder.
Although the experience itself was one of the weirdest things ever. I mean like wtf?

Anyways, not that anyone understands what the hell I'm talking about, just needed to share it.

It was awesome ^^
Mood: Satisfied

l1l17h sooooo Dec 12th, 2005 3:09:52 pm - Subscribe
Has been a while since I last wrote something for this thingy. Credits to Obli for reminding me. Wow now yer mentioned twice in my blogs, lucky you. You must feel so proud. Anyways, I cba to write really. Don't know wtf to write. Anything I want to share... hmm, cba. Or can I... hmm... no can't...

Mood: untouchable

l1l17h mhm Dec 16th, 2005 2:36:12 am - Subscribe
Yup, I'm bored once again. Nothing new really, it's just that I was that bored, that I actually thought about the blog.

I was thinking about a shirt I bought like 5 years ago. It says: No reason to live, but I like it that way. When I bought it, I thought it was actually cool, now I know that it was just some lame way to revolt. Got to love the wonderful thing called "puberty". Now I wonder why the fuck I thought it was nice. Not only do I realise now that I had a lot to live for, I also realise that it's actually pretty fucked if you feel like you don't have any reasons to live. The thing is, you feel like there are no things worth living for. But there are so many things that are waiting to be discovered by you. So many things that are worth living for.

But what if you just can't enjoy the little things of life? What if you're blind, you're closing your eyes for all that's beautiful and worth living for?
What could make you change the way you think, the way you live, the things you value in life, how you value life itself? Is there such thing?
What if there is, and you discover that, but you're actually too scared to deal with it. Cause things might actually happen, good things, and things might actually change. Is that worth living for? Are you willing to take that chance, and risk ending up getting hurt again? Are you willing to take that chance, so you might actually see how good some things can be? To feel good for once?

*System Failure*
Mood: defeated

l1l17h Lalala Dec 21st, 2005 1:08:17 am - Subscribe
You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.
What Temperment Are You?
Mood: aloof

l1l17h hehe Dec 21st, 2005 1:26:20 pm - Subscribe
Today when I opened this window, I saw I didn't post a certain post. It was still in the "New entry" window. And when I read it, I was actually glad that I didn't post it. I typed it when I was stoned, very stoned. I typed it with my eyes closed, so it was filled with spelling mistakes. It actually shocked me when I read it today. It was so honest. I was thinking about posting it anyway, just hit the "Create Entry" button, but I accidently clicked a link, which opened in this window, so the entry was gone. Should've posted it when I could hehe.
I could try to type it again, but it won't be like it was.
The post was about certain feelings I have atm. Feelings, I don't really know how to deal with them. I suck grin.gif I can't really talk about it either, but yesterday, I was stoned, and it's easier to talk/write about it then. I was trying to tell how much I liked someone. Like? I was actually talking about love rofl. Weed makes you do silly things ^^
Oh well... Enough useless chit chat for today.
Mood: stoned again, so go figure