Marlenes Aeonity Blog

Send me right back from where i came

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 06:32:40 -0400

So I've moved in with a friend from work, its going quite well. She keeps trying to set me up with men though, which is kinda weird. Got my own xbox finally, some sweet games on it. I'm an addict of GH3 ... My GT is Sensarity if anyone else is an xbox nerd like me, add it. anyway, I cant sleep, been too busy rearranging my room, got it done... Read More

tenderly kissed

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 01:57:07 -0400

Ever have those days you feel so undesirable and uninteresting and have convinced yourself you are the most boring person on earth? Welcome to my every day life. I think lately I've done well at convincing myself otherwise though. I have a girl thats interested in me, unfortunately we both suck at organizing schedules and being the man. My roomm... Read More

its easy

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 02:06:00 -0400

i'm so tired of myself, my sad, over emotional emo self. i hate being mad at someone, so furious about something so ridiculous, yet they don't see the problem, then when youre finally able to say how fucking pissed you are, you act like a bimbo just to keep the peace as if everything is ok. well everything isn't ok and i need to run away, run... Read More

Paranoid Android

Thu, 20 Mar 2008 02:39:39 -0400

Lifes been pretty great, met up with my lady friend and we watched some tv together. She asked to take me out to dinner sometime so as much as I hate to admit it, it might be my first actual date. Hopefully it goes well. I'm so addicted to Daria. Lifes been boring, no work tomorrow, don't know what I'll do, but it should hopefully be fun. ... Read More

I spent the summer wasting

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 03:20:02 -0400

I wanna start writing like I used to, idea after idea of amazing fictional work of a dream world I could only wish I was in. I wish i didnt lack the inspiration. Where is my happiness. I think I'm happier alone even if I'm more lonely. F*k relationships and commitment, I live for me. ... Read More

i might drift forever more

Sun, 16 Mar 2008 13:02:33 -0400

i'd sure like to come asore sometime. Got an email from my mom. Brother OD'd again. Looks like the fool isn't gonna make a comeback this time. I wish this wasn't so fucked. She said she wanted me home and shes in the darkest part of her life ever. Why am I such an asshole for staying here? Why can't I leave my "perfect" happy life here to go sta... Read More

lately, you're all i need

Sun, 16 Mar 2008 05:15:35 -0400

things have been strange. theres this girl im really interested in but im too stupid or insecure or something to go after it with as much enthusiasm as i know i have buried somewhere deep inside. shes great. shes also got me addicted to this show. The L Word. its further convinced me how big a lesbian i am and have been for longer than i should a... Read More

it's looking even better over your cold shoulder.

Wed, 05 Mar 2008 13:06:32 -0500

I really don't want to work today. Just wanna stay home, play videogames, chill on the computer. Don't you hate wasting money and getting ripped off? Its such a piss off. My new laptop is awesome, despite a few vista flaws, Ive figured most of it out. I got the last one in the store so unfortunately it was the one they kept in the display an... Read More

new laptop

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 16:48:42 -0500

new computer, im so happy =D... Read More

Somewhere over the rainbow

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 14:26:12 -0500

The girl who played dorothy was addicted to heroin i think. Or some drug. Sometimes I wish I understood myself better.... Read More