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Well... I've been gone for a week as you might have noticed, and now I'm back. I was babysitting my best friends' younger sister for a while , coz it's school holidays while her mum was at work. We had a really good time, cooking, playiing games, watching movies. And I did about a metric truckload* of washing while I was at it. Combine that with being on my feet all day, going out and not getting to bed till 2 am at the earliest the two nights before I started to babysit, and getting an average of 4 hours sleep the nights I was babysitting... I AM TIRED! But I had fun and have earned myself a little bit of cash. Meatloaf DVD for me. anyways... what was i gonna say? oh i forget now. i'm in the middle of doing a bloody long jobsearch and my head hurts. you can tell i'm tired, no more proper punctuation for me! miranda xoxox *truckload is not exactly the word I always use... what rhymes with truck and it's not duck, suck or cluck...?
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Well... I don't have much to say today. Time to link why it's a bad idea for me to have a blog. geocities.com/todaytomorrowforever2004/VeryBadIdea.html If that's wrong comment and I'll re-link it later. I had a kebab for breakfast today, thos lovely lamb things with lettuce and garlic sauce and wrapped in flatbread. (Also known as souvlaki) Man it was good. Miranda xoxx |
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every so often i have a low. a miserable depressed fucking huge low. often followed by a random skitz high. take last night for example. everything was wonderful and great, and all of a sudden i was clinging to chris (and i don't know how you cling to someone over MSN, but i did!) and crying and telling him how miserable i was, when five minutes before i'd been fine. told him i missed him, and bitched and moaned about how sad i was, and how unloved i felt, and how all i wanted was to be spoiled and pampered and loved. let me tell you now avid readers - no matter how mad i may get at chris from time to time, he is never neglectful and almost always puts me and what i want first. so i had a lovely selfish bitchy emotional irrational crying session last night, made chris feel worthless, scared one friend, frustrated another, and this morning felt fine for it. i have since apologised, as i always do. i'm screwed up. i know. i was up till 5am with mum coz she had really bad asthma. not a full attack but it wouldn't settle down. i think she was really pleased that i sat up and tried to help her feel better. my brothers (including one who also is asthmatic) don't give a hoot about how bad she's feeling. anyways im off to bed. i'm sleepy as fuck. miranda |
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I have a cold... which I caught from mum... and have passed onto chris (my beloved) dammit! It's not unreasonable, just a sore throat, runny nose and fever, but I'm just getting properly healthy from glandular fever and about 4 viruses of my liver, combined with a week-long bout of gastro (i spent alot of last year being very sick and losing weight) and the last thing I need is to start losing weight again. Yesterday was good tho! I went and brought two Meatloaf CD's, one was him live with the Melbourne Symph Orchestra (which he did last year and I couldn't afford to go to ) this comes with a DVD that's got a clip of the concert live, and a few other song clips. The other is just a "best of" with a bunch of songs I haven't heard before. Well me thinks me needs to cook dinner and watch Neighbours... maybe I'll dot hat the other way around. OOOH! Nathan's dropping by with my mobile soon (I was a retard and forgot it but he's bringing it for me) Which means I'd better go find change for a $50 so that he can get petrol $. Alright I'm off... have fun guys! Miranda xoxo PS: Thanks Joanne, I'll check out frendster when I get back on! |
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well... my next three weeks are busy busy busy. and totally unexciting! 3 weeks of "josb seeking training workshops' all about writing resumes looking in the right places, writing appplications, interviews yadda yadda yadda... and this is going to help me get a job?? |