My brain?
Date: Jun 6th, 2006 9:03:41 pm - Subscribe
Mood: enraptured
Noise: An aquarium's gurgling.

Sometimes I wonder;

What would things be like if...

If I didn't escape all those frozen nights?

If I never said, "I love you."

If I wasn't as weak as I am.

If I stopped dwelling on the past.

If I could move on.

If you never really meant what you said.

If you're happier without me.

If anyone even knows I'm alive.

If we could just be...
,
happy
,
alone
,
fun
,
in love
,
one
,
again
,
together.

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I am Contradiction, who are you?
Date: Jun 1st, 2006 8:38:32 pm - Subscribe
Mood: schizophrenic
Noise: The creaking of bones and floorboards...

Dear ,

I despise you.

You've hurt me more than anyone will ever know. You've stabbed two years in the back, and I just watched it bleed.

And I can't say that I'm suprised that there she is; telling you that she loves you.

Oh, man.

How could I have let it get this far? I need you so. I am in love with you. And with each passing day, there is nothing that I regret; other than breathing.

Don't you remember those times that I was there for you? And you were there for me...

Do you remember when we stood on a fallen tree in the rain...? I shivered, and you held me. Then you said, "I really want to marry you," with such confidence and warmth... I floated away.

I beieved you.

I really need a switch to just shut off all the memories. I need to get rid of these feelings.
Help me. Go away. Come back...

I don't know you anymore.

I don't know myself.

I just...don't know.

Sincerely, { { S o b r i q u e t . } }


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Resurgence.
Date: May 28th, 2006 8:12:10 pm - Subscribe
Mood: detached
Noise: Cars are rushing by...

'Lo everyone...I'm back.

I really can't focus right now.

But I'll be sure to write as soon as I can.

Sincerely, { { S o b r i q u e t } }
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