Rafiqis Aeonity Blog

Brainless banter...just venting

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 07:16:45 -0600

I'm used to being in control. My friend and I are pretty good when it comes to what she calls, "mind-fucking" people. (Mind you, we only do this to a precious few) We both love gaining the upper hand. So yes, there is control. My other friend and I love psychoanalyzing and people-watching as well. We learn a whole lot about them and of ... Read More

'my dirty little secret' - hahaha!

Thu, 07 Dec 2006 07:15:48 -0600

I haven't updated for a while. I keep remembering a conversation my two friends (Anne and Kat) had weeks ago. They were talking about distractions. Anne told us how happy she was to have her boyfriend as what she calls, a good distraction. She said that he helps her keep focused and relaxed and that he is one who does not add to the stre... Read More

Well what'd ya know...

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 10:25:12 -0500

Welcome. I'm side - tracked. I need to unwind. I've been working monday, wednesday and all through sunday. With a little bit of personal shit thrown in between. I feel like crying, because there's so much energy inside. Hand me a beer and calm me down, the world is spinning beneath my feet. She says I need to toughen up. Right. Wil... Read More

Hanging on to the Happy Days

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 06:19:49 -0500

Of course this Happy Streak wouldn't last. I had a feeling I wouldn't spend forever skipping and humming to a catchy tune. The days where everything to me was a beautiful burst of color are slowly fading away. But hell, I'm still smiling. It'll come back, I hope. I'm not a big fan of sad songs. At least not anymore, but try and listen to Th... Read More

wishing for cookies..

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 23:31:27 -0500

Yesterday was a long and tiring Wednesday. I started my day at 7am and ended at 6:30 pm. College sure is fun..in a weird way. It became stormy towards the end of the day, and I had to seek shelter in the EGI building before heading off to PE class. I was with Anne, who was cuddling with her boyfriend next to me. So I preoccupied myself wit... Read More

September 6

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 07:55:11 -0500

Oh what an eventful day it was! And it all started once I set foot out of the house! First of all, it was Pickles' birthday. I dragged my good friend, Lek, to Town in search for the perfect gift. It felt quite weird shopping for her. She had changed so much since last year. I had to look for something loud and sexy. But that got me all iffy ... Read More

What did I do?

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 09:09:53 -0500

"Words help bring out the hurt that keeps festering inside. If not used, it turns gangrenous and dangerous." --From "the queen of dreams" I have not seen flesh nor hide of any of my Atenean friends for a long time. One of them even joked that I was prolly dead. Well, they're living their own lives. And I with mine. (I'm doing pretty okay, mi... Read More

Beer with my best friend

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 11:12:29 -0500

It was nothing much. Just a boring movie and coffee at the mall. Time passed and we were talking nonsense. Then I had a sudden craving for ice cream. We dragged our lazy bums around searching for an ice cream shop that was open at 10 in the evening. Eventually, we ended up having beers at a local bar. And we talked late into the night of t... Read More

I don't know what to call it...

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 09:31:25 -0500

But maybe its the rainy weather that's been getting me all emotional. And I hate it, because I feel like I'm going to spiral back to one my black moods again. As I sit back and contemplate the facts, I can't help but cringe... My friends will kill me once they find out that I still love the boy who swept me away one summer...He remains a f... Read More

Another Dead Fishy

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 11:48:44 -0500

Me: *stares at goldfish* Ahahaha! This one's sleeping with its mouth open! ...It's awfully still... Mom: Ooh..looks like it's gonna die. Me: *stares some more and shudders* Mom: Don't fascinate yourself with the dying process! After a while, the body floats to the surface and my eyes widen. M... Read More