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What did I do?
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"Words help bring out the hurt that keeps festering inside. If not used, it turns gangrenous and dangerous." --From "the queen of dreams"

I have not seen flesh nor hide of any of my Atenean friends for a long time. One of them even joked that I was prolly dead. Well, they're living their own lives. And I with mine. (I'm doing pretty okay, mind you) But whoa...the distance between my friends and I have grown so much. It leaves me speechless. I am missing out on a lot of things and I guess they don't invite me out that much anymore because they figured that I don't go anyway.

Okay, now THAT is my fault. I own up to that...

...but what hurts me is that people tell me how well I'm doing without them. They tell me how great it is for them to see me smile more often and all..and in a way, they're right.

But it still hurts and I don't know what to do.
Comments: (2)

marlene - September 01st, 2006 I've distanced myself a lot from people and I regret it so bad. I know how you're feeling. I'd look at it as an opportunity to start a new. Make new friends. There's nothing wrong with wanting to be alone, too.

anonymous - September 03rd, 2006 True. I just hope that this thing will pass. Anyway, i really appreciate it. I really do. haha Thanx!!

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