longg time
Date: 5/28/2006 04:57 - Subscribe
Mood: amazed
been a while eh?
haha
<3 well um.. ive not been on since like the 14th, hm o well..
jus tto updateee its almost summer, stupid schools almost out, i miss the seniors who left already, i gave pat a hug b4 he left 
i miss him so much any who
me and ryan are still together and doing great,, umm this weekeend i was waisted haha <3 tomarrows mine and ryans 10 months together.. idk wat im doing today, ill update late,r but im sad becuase ryan might have to go to boston alone only if i can go ill be happy <3
well umm
update later babes <3
byee
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so my last blog, yeh get this
Date: 5/14/2006 06:43 - Subscribe
Mood: strong
the person who fucking called me, was my ex's lil bro hes like 14....
i hate that kid..
he tried to fuck up mine and ryans relationship.
he did a pretty dam good fucking job at it. so ryan told me he was sorry, and the he beeleived me, and he had a lil more trust in me
dude i cant trust any one these days, fucken 2 faced people. i aint ever do anything to this 14 yera old for him to do that, the person said they took their cell and called me . effen a'z
makes my night better really..
well day, or w.e its like 2:42 am. basterds
dammit
people make me mad
thanks for thos ecommenting me, even tho i suck at spelling right now :-P lolz
<3 nite
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fucked up huh?
Date: 5/14/2006 04:37 - Subscribe
Mood: confuzzled
first off, ryan showed up at my house 2 hours later than he was supposed to, we argued all morning, and then later on this after noon this is wat happend
so, some guy named jacob calls my cell while i was in the shower, ryan answer, and this guy says, is brittany yhere, this is jacob, she said fo rme to call her, cuz i go to school wit her and this was a 408 area code so ry flips out we walk over to pool and he like bsacially pushes me, says fuck you, that im stupid and then says fuck you goodbyue, and walks off so i get upset and run off, i fall in front of a car, scraping my legs and arms bad he picks me up sits me down, talks to me, then i was like w.e u hurt me so bad, he got up walked off, i tryed to get him to come back and he just bitches, then i puke up blood cuz i was so upset then we calmed down and talkd shit out he said he was scared that i cheated on him, brenna i put my life on it i didnt kno this guy
when i called back he never answered so right now ryan has no trust in me.
thats how my day was,
then later on
we kinda were talking stuff out, he wasnt so bitchy, and we were ok when he just left like 5 minutes ago
idk :- confused
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:- yeapp
Date: 5/13/2006 01:18 - Subscribe
Mood: frightened
pretty much, i got a phone call at 3 am. my best friend from tennessee was in a car wreck, died on scene....
ive been upset all day..
then ryan was talking baout joining football
and we got into a fight
just a shitty ass day.
its like 9:20 pm. and im like doing nothing...
ive stopped crying thankfully
i cant wait to see ryan tomarrow
school was ok i guess..
normal. but people were asking me wats wrong ns tuff... but yeh
ill update 2 mar or somthing <3
peace
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hm... idk
Date: 5/11/2006 03:47 - Subscribe
Mood: sorry
:- hmm been a day or so sence i wrote..
been upset a lot lately, thinking baout shit
went to court on the 8th, i gotta do summer school and some community service
on probation till the 8th of next year, in may.. o well
nothing new..
me and ryan are ok i guess
been fighting stuff felt diffrent for the last few days, this disntance thing gets to us.
i miss him so much..
other than that, working on getting my grades up in school, umm ill write 2 mar
bye
<3
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