Watchin8's Blog

My Unconditional Release?
Date: Mar 30th, 2006 2:59:12 pm - Subscribe
Mood: reflective


Well it has been about six weeks now since I started my new job. And it has been over three months since I got to see GF. No, scratch that. I took her to lunch in Feb. That was the last time I saw her. She looked good too, in her short skirt and her high-heeled boots. Anyway because I am no longer working in the same part of the metro-mess that I used to work in it is now next to impossible to see her after work, or during work for that matter. She used to stop by after her work and I would take a break and go get a drink or something and we would make out in her car for 15 minutes. No more. Further, she has pretty much stopped calling and e mailing me completely. Granted, this is her company's busy season and she has been exceedingly busy but how much time does it take to send an e mail in the morning? I continue to send her stuff but she almost never replies anymore. The last mail she sent me she explained that she was working on her marriage and that she figured that I was too. True, but I still miss her terribly. She was a lot of things that my wife wasn't, and still isn't. So, I am coming to the conclusion that she is ending the relatiionship, without formally ending the relationship. Maybe she wants to keep her options open for the future when her business slows down. I don't know. I would jump at the chance to see her again, I know that. So, I guess I am just adopting the "wait and see" attitude. It makes me sad. She was an avenue for me to talk about the trials and tribulations of my life, and hers too. I miss that. I am sure that I haven't been replaced in the rotation. I believe that she has just come to peace with her life and decided that she would rather work on and spend time with her mate than me. I suppose I should do the same. Until next time...
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