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___opaque ..im.dying.here.in.front.of.you.. - Subscribe
Well what to say?

I miss Toddy.

A LOT.

I think right now theres not a lot i wouldnt do to get him back.

He lies, He cheats, Hes selfish, Hes arrogant, He plays mind games.

Why the fuck do i still love him?

Its screwed.

Seen In Good Company Tonight.

Topher Grace.

..drools..

Sian and zoe ate baby food.

I cried a lot.

The joys.

Someone better go to town tomorrow.

Or today seen as its after twelve.

Its not a real saturday unless i go to town.

Im bored.

And tired.

Damn my inability to sleep.

It sucks.

Heh heh at the music below.

Drowning in the emoness of incubus.

Irony.

<3
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Mood: excluded
.drowning.in.the.emoness.of.: Incubus - Talk shows on mute

___opaque ..thrice..opaque.. Feb 19th, 2005 1:22:25 am - Subscribe
when you can want something you hate,
and lie in perfect honesty
from every angle things are crystal clear
when you doubt things of which you're sure
something seems just beyond your hand
you wonder if your living second rate
is my mind too open,
is my heart still beating
do my eyes betray a hint of loneliness
or an ambiguity,
i only want to see the light
when every word makes perfect sense
in every single line you read
but every single line seems to conflict
and the perspectives that i see
a picasso reality
i'm seeing truth through sheets of opaque glass
where does reason stop, and romance begin
i feel the ghosts hitchhiking on the wind
and since when did following your heart become a sin,
I only want to see the light
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Mood: burned-out
.drowning.in.the.emoness.of.: alexisonfire - 44 caliber love letter

___opaque ..cherry.flavoured.lypsyl.and.cheap.imitation.coffee.. Feb 19th, 2005 6:48:26 pm - Subscribe
Been to Newcastle today

Was fun

Seen hot sexy dale

Hes hot

And sexy

Oh yes

I need more gig adverts so that i can fully cover my whole wardrobe with them

So far ive done this much:



Must cover the whole thing at some point

I <3 my camera

Tis great

Need someone to get into on monday

While toddys getting into sam taylor

Argh

I hate him so much

I need more random friends damnit

Right thats my new mission in life

Along with adopting Topher Grace

And visiting Ochenbochen

<3
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Mood: meh
.drowning.in.the.emoness.of.: Senses Fail - Martini Kiss

___opaque ..broken.words.are.all.she.had..now.shes.walking.away.. Feb 20th, 2005 1:17:54 pm - Subscribe

Im tired

I need coffee

I have coffeee

Now I need my parents to leave so i can smoke

Argh

As much as i <3 my emoblog I have to ask

Does anyone know why we cant have avatar sized avatars?

I have some of the most amasing avatars and i cant use them

damnit

Oh well

Mmmmmmmmmmm coffeee


Tis hockey tonight

Finals

Eeeep

Must at some point go get ready so that I can actually go

Eeeech

<3
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Mood: lovesick
.drowning.in.the.emoness.of.: TBS - Falling For You

___opaque argh Feb 21st, 2005 11:04:30 am - Subscribe
Toddys seeing sam

I got me a hot boy from hokey

yey

i hate them both

argh

bastardt wo faced asshole

chris is hot

and coming out tonight

hOPEFULLY

man hes hot

<3
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Mood: invisible
.drowning.in.the.emoness.of.: emmas typing