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paperdoll lost in a lost world - Subscribe
i feel dizzy and my chest hurts i need to stop this pattern i started

these things need tostop happening

tonight was weird and for some reason bothered me a little

im so tired

last night on the other hand was comfortable

cept for arguments im not in

i think you are going to become my new anchor i dont know how im gonna get through this summer

i couldnt sleep last night so i need to now

-ariel
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Mood: stoned

paperdoll nobodys perfect Jun 17th, 2006 5:26:45 pm - Subscribe
i closed at work last night blah and i do it again tonight

and im sick of people haveing redicouluse timeing

i want to, but your timeing is lacking

i want dishies cuz im in a deep music mood

iwrote poetry again

but im not ready to put it up yet

so im putting a song that describes my mmood

Snow Patrol - How To Be Dead

Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened
And you never will if
You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours
Till I'm sure what I want
But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before
So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop no way

Please keep your hands down
And stop raising your voice
It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice
It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime
So just say yes or no
Why can't you shoulder the blame
Coz both my shoulders are heavy
From the weight of us both
You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth
You've not heard a single word I have said...
Oh, my God

Please take it easy it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes
That you've listed so far
Oh baby let me explain something
It's all down to drugs
At least I remember taking the and not a lot else
It seems I've stepped over lines
You've drawn again and again
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride
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Mood: fake
what im humming to: :Snow Patrol- How To Be Dead

paperdoll drive off them Jun 14th, 2006 6:47:58 am - Subscribe
my hair is neon red

and im glad

im feeling rebeliouse and still a little hurt

im trying for u really i am and it all falls apart always

i miss the beach

and my skin is pealing

i think life should not be so hard for everyone cuz it seems like it always is

mines all setteled by simples acts

and i wish ud tell me nice things again, cuz sometimes u make my world happier and others u make me wanna scream

-arrie

"stop burning bridges ... DRIVE OFF THEM .. so i can forget about you"
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Mood: punky

paperdoll goals Jun 7th, 2006 3:00:56 am - Subscribe
so everyone starts putting out there summer goals

well summer started for me awhile back BUT i suppose i can list mine

1. come clean about something important to the rents
2. od on cute clothes
3.find some part of me thats left that cares and get it nailed down for next semester
4. PARTY
5.fuck up my life beyound all recogination and put it back piece by piece by next semester.
6. become actaully fit and sexy.
7. become a beach bum
8. walk the board walk constantly
9. not to go insane at work
10. dont overdose on anything


actaully doing pretty good with these goals

ive mostly lead a wonderful dull life exploreing the beach and boardwalk, and working makeing loads of money

i am not though becomeing gorgouse and fit FUCK oh well

apparenly i dont need to happy.gif

hmmm whens the boot camp starting LOL

kisses to all

i heart you

-ariel
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Mood: loopy

paperdoll i cant have u Jun 1st, 2006 7:09:48 pm - Subscribe
i cant belive your ditching me again

but then again its ok i mean again its for a stupid valid reason, im just sick of it.

and u called and told me how much u think about me but does that really matter? and ill call u but idont know why u want me to.

im confused mike asked me over ... im not going i wont make a mistake, as much as i want to. ive already played that game.

grrr
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Mood: powerless
what im humming to: : Ana Lovelis- Step Up To The Plate