The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, and watch TV too much.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We e-mail more, but write less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this message to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just close the window.
I miss her so much.
It's not possible going on without you.
|I lost $20 today. If you found it, please return it back to me. Kthnx.|
|I dont like when people touch me when they're talking to me. Like putting their hand on my shoulder or arm. It makes me uncomfortable. Why do people have to be touchy feely? They think they're being nice when really they're just making me tense.|
This is the first day of my life
Swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain, suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Don't know where I am, don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go
So I thought I'd let you know
That these things take forever, I especially am slow
But I realized that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
I remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange, you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said, "This is the first day of my life
I'm glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy"
So if you wanna be with me
With these things there's no telling
We'll just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides, maybe this time it's different
I mean I really think you like me
So I went to the beach today, even though I wanted to stay at home and be lazy all day. Friday's always seem to get me down somehow. Seth came online using my old email..just because he's too lazy to get his own account. I was shocked that he actually came on. I get jealous of him sometimes because he's not a pc addict. The longest he has probably been on a pc was for 15 mins and that's because I told him to talk to Sara hah. So anyway, he told me that I should go to the beach with him because his ex was going too and he still wants me to talk to her. I don't see why he just doesn't walk up to her. I hate interfering with peoples problems because I always end up being blamed for trying to help. Emma was there...drunk as usual. But that was like the only reason that kept the people going cause she kept making a total fool out of herself..and I have to say that it was fun to watch. I ended up going home early. The weather was too hot plus I hate the beach. Which is weird for a person living almost all his life on this horrid island.
Another week to go through, not sure how. I can't see tomorrow knowing that today, it's all gone. I only have faith in God to do his magic.
I sit here in sorrow, wishing I could change what I've done. In the past few days I've realized that I can't go on without you. I made a foolish decision in leaving you and I regret it. I've been having sleepless night thinking about what happen to us that night. It ended in a far different way that made my heart choke with tears of losing something I've always fought for..and I'm to blame. I made a mistake in not trying to understand you. Some words did hurt and I guess we got carried away. Whether you accept my apology or not I am truly sorry for what I did. You must understand that in every relationship, we're sure to experience some problems but it's up to us to solve them. I know I've hurt you but I still have my hopes up, I could never give up on you. There is nothing for you to be jealous of. Trust me on that. I could never fall for any other girl. I am in love with you and I will always be. I don't ever want to be with anyone other then you. If saying good bye to this relationship is right, I would rather want to be wrong and have you as a love. Please find it in your heart to forgive me. It kills me that you aren't happy with me and if being friends would make you happy, then I guess I'll just have to live with that.
For now, I know sorry is just a word, but for what it's worth I am very sorry for hurting you.
|I wish I could make things better. I hate that we aren't together but I know that we will be. One day. I wish I could make you feel the utter perfection that occurs whenever we talk. You're my everything. I love you so much. I wonder why you chose me and why you are with me. I hope you never walk away from me. I know that things are hard for you right now and I'm sorry that I am of no help. But my love is all that I can offer to you right now. I hope that it's enough for you. You are unbelievably perfect. You are the perfect girlfriend, friend, person, human being in the world. You are the perfect one. Not me.|
Oh man... this is one of those moments where you realize how fucking lucky you are. It feels great to know that you have an imortant person in your life and that you live everyday just to be able to talk to them.
Their love is all I could ask for.
Something seems to change
When I know you’re by my side
I start to feel a rain
And it pours until I feel alive
Record these notes
Make no mistakes
Cause some days
I’ve come to find
No words to say when you’re away
When you’re away
So listen to the sound my heart makes
When you’re away
When you’re away
I miss you everyday
xpr0phets: guess what I love
xpr0phets: the sound that the IM makes!
oh no DISASTER: frozen pizza!
xpr0phets: that too!
oh no DISASTER: lol
oh no DISASTER: geek
xpr0phets: guess what I love more!
oh no DISASTER: FROZEN PIZZA!!
xpr0phets: more then that!
oh no DISASTER: your bird!
oh no DISASTER: YOUR MOMMA!
oh no DISASTER: lol
Can you people guess what I love the most?
If you do..I'll let you be my best friend ;D
I have a paki accent.
Sara thinks it's hawt.
so disasterous: you
so disasterous: are
so disasterous: mine
so disasterous: forever
xpr0phets: I don't have a problem with it