_disaster_s Aeonity Blog

well..

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 08:47:58 -0500

**SIGH** I don't feel good.. about any of this. I don't feel right.. I feel like I did something wrong but I don't know what. I feel guilty for something that I have no clue what it is. I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach, a feeling of disgust. I almost want to make myself throw up to see if I'll feel bett... Read More

What\'s this?

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 23:47:37 -0500

I hate to say it.. but I am officially jealous. I don't know what to do, it's getting the best of me. I've been trying my hardest to hold it in and hide it.. not let you know about it. The last thing I want to do is cause friction between us and possibly do some damage to our relationship. I just can't stand it.. I can't stand this. It's taken over... Read More

Dearest lover;

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 00:24:48 -0500

testing. gee, I love you. I'm so happy to have you in my life. I know things may be rough right now and I may seem a bit distant.. please don't let that get to you sweetie. I'm really stressed out and I don't want to end up taking anything out on you. You are the love of my life, my reason for living. I love you so much. And SHELBY does too.... Read More