chaste, therefore not waste
Date: Jul 20th, 2005 6:47:20 am - Subscribe
the first time i had ever heard of chastity - i had in my mind the image of some 15th century metal clamp you wore on your waist. it was pretty comical to me. it wasn't many years later until the idea was brought up by a dominant woman i was seeing. this was very early in my experience with D/s and i as you could have imagined - fluffed it off. why would you do that?
but she was insistent. so she came home one day - package in hand. it was a crude sort of metallic trap kit, and apparently, it was supposed to go on my penis. i liked that she was interested in doing this, and hey - how bad could it be. it didn't fit quite right, but still, she got it on. so i walked around with it on, not really sure what to do. i asked, "okay, what now?" she looked at me calmly, and said, "now nothing...you wear it until i let you out."
the next morning i woke up with pain...i was getting an erection, and it HURT. i complained but got nothing more than a "don't get a hard-on." that day was a nightmare. i kept pulling on it, i kept getting hard randomly to pain, the metal was heavy and digging into me...on and on. i was irritable all day, and after being teased mid day, i was pretty much unbearably annoying. later that night, she called me into the bathroom and with an exhale i sensed she was going to relieve me of this burden. she examined the device, then looking at me - she asked,"i guess you'd like me to take this off?" i muttered that i would like that, yes. she snapped back with a "Why?" And of course i went right back into the complaints, about how it hurt, was heavy, etc. She didn't answer and at least a minute passed as i stood before her waiting. she moved closer to me and broke an eery silence. she had spit right in my face. i was so shocked that i just sat there, looking back.
she spit on me again, the second time getting her saliva in my eyes. this forced my eyes shut, thankfully as a third time followed quickly. i could hear her voice trail off instantly as i heard words float in and out. bed...don't...clean...sleep.
i didn't sleep much that night. but when light came, i went to the side of the bed and waited for her to wake up. she looked at me, smiling. i had learned. later that night, when it was removed, i felt a little sad. i would learn more lessons while in chastity - but few were better than that first one.
less is definitely more.
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