_kermie_s Aeonity Blog

wah wah

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 22:45:11 -0500

wtf. there is scary shit on youtube.... Read More

into the fold. numero uno.

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 21:46:14 -0500

I used to think that youth was an excuse for my desires. That somehow the raging hormones of the teenage years was justification for any mental calamity. The pain of my formative years had effects far greater than I had admitted to myself. To compound my situation, others I met gave little opposition to my penchant for self-destruction. It was unk... Read More

rogue window washer

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 00:14:26 -0500

there is a small shopping complex that houses about 7 stores adjacent to where i live. after ripping through the fridge, i hopped to the car and took off for 7/11. as usual, it was a ghost town outside. i roll out, and toss my usual nod to the row of stores along the road. in the dark, my eye caught up to a man standing along one of the business wi... Read More

different. so bleeping what

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 16:26:08 -0500

i once answered the question, "how do you know if she's right for you" with "when i don't feel the need to wait to enter the bathroom after she's just come out after a shit." yeah - i'm different but so what? i buy american and eat organic. i like police officers and small animals. i've been sick and well, and mostly i've just been me. i've ... Read More

female-led

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 14:09:59 -0500

so i had a long conversation with my friend today about her relationship issues. she had been struggling with this guy for awhile, it just wasn't working. she described her problem to be 'two people talking at once, and only one hearing' it never ceases to amaze me that people don't seek to establish clearly defined structure. many people strugg... Read More

night...where?

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 14:53:24 -0500

last night, like any other night was a great big unknown. my sleep used to be rock solid. predictable. when my head hits the pillow these days - i could be going anywhere. and that's not a good feeling. when i struggle most with unhappiness, i would describe it as the voice in the back of my mind speaking to me. always fixated on me, and always ... Read More

chaste, therefore not waste

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 01:47:20 -0500

the first time i had ever heard of chastity - i had in my mind the image of some 15th century metal clamp you wore on your waist. it was pretty comical to me. it wasn't many years later until the idea was brought up by a dominant woman i was seeing. this was very early in my experience with D/s and i as you could have imagined - fluffed it off. why... Read More

socio - guilt

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 14:07:31 -0500

i had tuned in randomly to some trashy talk show and had caught a woman making a complaint about her husband and how he refuses to touch her during her period, and she couldn't understand it. that was followed by 4 or 5 female audience members standing up and saying about how they'd never have sex during this time, etc - reinforcing the same attitu... Read More

humiliation,supermarket style

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 13:36:26 -0500

so i made my usual morning shopping run at the food store - a routine of mine. can't stand the crowds and i tend to get a smile every 1 out of 10 or 11 times from a cashier instead of never at other times of the day. i cant live without my fruit. i've become an apple snob, spending hours in the produce section, making everyone angry by touching eve... Read More

baths, music, lamplight

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 23:42:34 -0500

so i've ventured off the electronic music path and have landed in the demoscene. it makes me sad that i am now discovering this. demos are computer driven music pieces, highly layered, totally synthetic sounds - frankly machines can be beautiful. lets see what i can do behind the mixer... anyway, machine i am not. i think baths are sexier than a... Read More