[music] All Nereids Beware - Chiodos
live.
love. learn.
change.
<3
i got home from vegas today.
&
i had a little surprise when i got home.
&
im happy.
when life's been going downhill.
all there is uphill left to go.
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[mood] renewed. [music] All Nereids Beware - Chiodos live. love. learn. change. <3 i got home from vegas today. & i had a little surprise when i got home. & im happy. when life's been going downhill. all there is uphill left to go. |
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[mood] renewed. [music] All Nereids Beware - Chiodos live. love. learn. change. <3 i got home from vegas today. & i had a little surprise when i got home. & im happy. when life's been going downhill. all there is uphill left to go. |
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[mood] poop [music] wanna love you girl - Robin Thicke i feel like poop. i just woke up and its 6pm. holy fuck. i have no idea what iam doing today. i hope its exciting. everyday its always different even in the beginning it seems so predictable. but really anything can happen in the next half hour. and some of the things that happen in the day you never would've thought of. i like it that way. makes everything an adventure. |
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[mood] loving [music] enter shikari so as i said in the last blog. anything can happen and everything is so very spontaneous. well last night i ended up taking greyhound at like 12 to oakland which is a 7 hour trip by myself. my parents dropped me off at the LA greyhound station. before boarding my gate. the gate next to mine was delayed and there was a rumble between this guy and 4 security dudes because the motherfucker brought a gun on the bus. but anyway the 7 hour trip was pleasant. very thoughtful. and now iam here in oakland. frisco should be fun. i take my southwest plane back on friday. and i should land back at John Wayne Airport. should be fun stuff. this is my first time travelling alone. its great. |
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[mood] hopeful [music] Third Measurement in C - Saosin i have this crush. maybe a love. it almost seems too much almost seems impossible maybe. age difference is crazy. im 16 in november this girl is 18 in august. everything about her keeps running through my mind. iam here in oakland traveling by myself to find peace of mind. all i could think about is her face, voice, herphone number. maybe its false hope maybe its just a joke. or it could be something true. i just want to be happy with her. iam starting to think i won't be happy unless she's mine and i want to be her's. all these other girl's dont even matter to me cause nothing else really matters but that one girl cause she is the only one that i want. i really dont know what iam really doing. but i do know what i want. i just want to write something beautiful in this damn thing something that can make her smile as she reads something that can make her feel warm inside something that will make her feel all tingly in her stomach. give me something. iam not very good at these things acutally iam not very good at doing anything. but i can be good at being her someone being there for her every need. justbeing her bundle of joy. |