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[music] [i could care less - devildriver] so pissed its not even funny, my hair is cut short and i hate it, my friend wants to fight me now cause of his little whore of a girlfriend jesus christ and my heart is a liar fuck, im going to watch pink panther so i can at least have something to cheer me up fucking later |
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just going to write some poetry [music] [dolphins cry - live] |
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[music Jonny Sniper by Enter Shikari] i cant sleep to much is pounding into my head... it really sucks. my friends are supposedly coming over here to drink their brains out, i really don't want them here right now. im really not in the mood to talk to anyone. i just got off the phone with one of my friends, just telling her about my day and stuff, then after we were talking she added that i might have gave a friend of mine the wrong impression of me! which is really starting to get under my skin, telling me i was talking the most and i should let her talk and i noticed that was true. and i should know that its just i get a little nervous when im hanging out with somebody the first time, this is whats really getting to me it sucks and it really does...yuck. time will tell i guess but i cant help but feel strongly about this person its quite odd tho i mean everyone has that feeling but i mean i dated a lot of ppl but nobody has had that much in common with me, shes well ill put it in her words "interesting" and i don't want to screw this up. i think now im acting like a fool, haha my friend just texted me and thank god they aren't coming here anymore. jeez ill be up all night i bet later |
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let me see i woke up at 5 in the morning, got pissed off cause i couldn't go back to sleep. So i walked around the village, everything is so hella chill, just walking around, so quiet, everyone is sleeping, so i called up calv to chill with me, surprisingly he was up for it, he couldn't go back to sleep since he spent the night with his girlfriend n all. So we sat around then we had a smoke, walked around talking about whats good in our lives and whats not, just talking like that, i asked him why he isnt going home, he told me he's ditching school today cause his parents are fucktards hehe, i kinda agree hella uptight. then we got super rebellious we started jumping on parked cars, and banging gates to wake up ppl, then we started to climb roof tops jumping around from roof to roof so much fun, then we broke into the park swimming pool, just sat on this little hut next to the pool then that asshole pushed me into the pool what a tard. so then i got a chair an threw it at his face haha yeah! we decided the head on home he got in his car and drove off, and he wouldnt even give me a ride home haha, so now im walking with my ipod in my ears i then play this song with the lyrics saying "i think ill take the long way home" im in the mood so i did, i passed by houses i saw my friend adrians so being as rebellious as i am and not to mention bored i threw a rock at his house to wake him up and sure enough somebody heard it so i ran up the hill. then i saw kat's house and so haha being rebellious i held a rock in my hand too buttttt haha im a good boy sometimes so i didnt throw it at their house, i threw it at the car down the street haha, then the guard came so i ran the hell away! he was chasing me fuckk so i jumped into somebody's backyard and sure enough the guard went to the gate so then i escaped =P yeah, then i got home showerred played music on meh speakers then i went to school to meet up with my friends nothing special some of them were already going home so the few of us left went to market market and did whatever the hell we want, then they had to go home, so i drove home. done with todays mornings later |
| everyday just seems to get harder and harder i have to work hella over time cause i have exams and i have to turn in all my work so i dont get bad grades whatever. i hate comming home and reflecting... saying yo wtf did i do today another waste of my life. but in all things i guess thats how it is, life gives you many unfair chances to actually be progressive and happy thats kinda what ive learned you have to actually do what you want to, to earn your happiness actually right now im just blabbing on about nothing i just need to pass the time right now, chilling at a friends house not doing nothing except watching tv, it kinda makes me wana go home and sleep fuck it all this is some gayyy shit fuck it fuck it fuck it -_- |
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[music] [dead presidents - jay z & nas] as i get older the more i realize how much we have changed, seriously, today i just walked by the elementary school and daang these kids are so hella innocent theyre all "hey buddy lets play soccer, cmon guys ill be goalie and you guys try to score pass me" unlike nowadays the only thing my friends are trying to score is chicks or whos the better drinker whatever wtf we used to not know stuff like that back in the day never sware curse or nothing even kick each others ass over some girl or just a little beef like "what are you staring at dumb fuck" duuuudes.... it feels like yesterday that me and the guys where just playing tag or something instead of tag with spray cans or some shiba. whatever happened to those days, did we just suddenly lose our innocence to become the piss drunk, crack headed, smoking homies we are today whatever i guess life goes on, no matter how old i get. i will always remember the kid inside of me and the innocence that i still have... or...had. whatever im out |
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[Music] [ Extreme Ways ] [ John Powell ] fucking hell, all the drama that goes on with school is fucking fucking gayyyy. straight up gayyyyy. fo sho my friend got pregnant holy shitsfjabjajboaigh! and shes 16, daymmn girl... shes getting an abortion so i hear from ppl but thats still pretty fucked up. besides that shit im busy the whole week everyday after school i got baseball practice, and after that i have damn track conditioning hella sucks yo. damn baseball is so intense now since we only got 3 weeks until we go to Singapore for the tournament and those 2 weeks we have spring break so we aren't going to get practice, shit!! we have never beaten Singapore, those bastards! goddamn their school is like a teen movie its so stupid jocks, cheerleaders, nerds, band fruits, rebels whatever its all there. WHAAATEVER this is gay. damnit i have swimming first period, freezing cold water, IN MANILA WTF!?!? shit ima hit tha sheets |
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[that girl] [pharrell] damnit im hella trippin over a girl =( sucks yo sucks... i wish i could tell her but nawww... |
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[music] [Traffic-Tiesto] I'm Matt. i into hardcore and hip hop. i am really into friendship. if i have a girlfriend id be deeply in love with her. i dance haha i am very confused about life in general. i get into trouble a lot. i am open minded. i hate discrimination. i wont judge you unless i know you. i live my life for myself. not you. you stupid b****. i dont care about the rules. don't preach to me. authority sucks. school sucks. life sucks. im not here to impress. I'm just saying what comes to mind. YO Style is the answer to everything A fresh way to approach a dull or dangerous thing To do a dull thing with style is preferable to doing a dangerous thing without it To do a dangerous thing with style Is what I call Art. tomorrow i have to wake up and go to school, when i get there im going to have to go to math class how gayy is that. later i got swimming for pe and thats also gayy o well. then we got some stupid ass assembly and after that is lunch how great o_0 play ball with the homies whaaatever. then we got filipino class yo! even if that class can be hella fun i still dont look forward to going to it cuz of the people who are there... then finally geography class now that is a fucking useless subject its so homo when are you really going to use geography all the time?! like in a profession?! 1 job! whatever fuck it, with all this shit i gotta deal with friends who i dont know seem like they all gotta thing out there to fucking kill me like kick my ass kinda shit all dissin me and stuff at the slightest mishap or somthing like that. girls who i can surely say they are the bitchiest girls in all of the Philippines spoiled, money, parties, boyfriends whatever sure plastic and transparent to me. then just the ordinary people that i see maybe talk to for a moment or so just there whatever. then i after school i gotta go to some other school and practice nationals and stuff it seems i never get a free day when i can just go home do my homework and sleep, nawww i got all this stuff and major assessments due this week, well thats life for tomorrow. |
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music: hilarion remix Ayt so lets see i just finished Pre-IASAS which is our tournament with all the south east asian schools like ISB TAS ISKL SAS and JIS haha whatever. We went undefeated! hell yeah ISM fuck ya we owned, but whaaaatever im hella tired, i got this girl on my mind and shit all the time, but daaang i dno im screwed up now i just need to chill, it would be best if i was with my nephew/cousin n blazin that would be hella chill =P o well, now i gota go WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAATEVER |
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damn ima miss the first 2 weeks of school! haha owell i dont miss manila that much, staying 2 weeks extra in the states aint gona be so bad, i wont miss work, all ya do is just review and stuff haha just chill out and relax SUPRAHYE OUTZ |
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today all movies went to theater wid cuzin and watched movies. ayt thats all now sleepy its 1 am for fucking sake SUPRAHYE OUTZ |
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alright i think i got everything i need to write this stupid shit. TO ALL THE FRIENDS I KNOW I MEAN NO DISRESPECT TO HER BUT ITS I NEED TO GET THIS OUTA MY SYSTEM CUZ IVE BEEN FUCKING PISSED OFF FOR A WHILE NOW Alright now its about 2am and im gona start to write this, ok recently ive been thinking about this girl her name is Sel yais every problem starts with a girl, how immature. I used to date her back in 6th grade hahahaha so far far away! We went on this school trip and we started to like each other again it was crazy to belive that we started to fall for each other all over again. Well after that school trip we not exactly got back together, we made out and stuff and it was great it was the best feeling in my life better than getting drunk or fucked up (in a good way) whatever ppl say. But things went i guess well for the first month we didnt fight or have anything to fight about things were fantastic! Then... i introduced her to my friend, he was one of my best friends and from the min he talked to her on the phone he instantly liked her so i was worrying like ohh shit my friend likes her, and i have a lot to worry about cause all the girls like him the hottest guy around kinda thing. So yais i was worried, so i guess things became a little edgy between me and her i was like are you alright and being more worried, cause they were talking on the phone late at night, and shed be like wait il call you in 30 mins im talking to him! im like WTF ITS 2 AM!!??!! so i became so suspicious but always she assured me, so i felt better. Then it was valentines day and her best friend told me the perfect gift would be a bunch of roses so with whatever money i had i bought her 12roses with a teddy bear and anybody would be amazed if they saw it haha my mother went with me to get it cause i need a womans oppinion, i would ask my friends but they were too busy buying stuff too. On that valentines day i kept trying to put it in her locker but it wouldnt fit cuz of all her books, so i put it in mine and told her to get it later. She did and everybody was like WHOO GAVE YOU THAT ITS SO BEAUTIFUL! so i felt good that day. But that all came to an end...... il talk about that day at the end of this blog. So that day i was FULLOFENERGY! me and her talked so much and the days just kept getting better, but my friend ahhh fuck it! il just say his name! his name is adrian, and he was one of my best friends they kept talking on the phone everyday but she kept ensuring me. weeks later this happend... One day at my friend adrians house i looked at his phone and messages from my the girl i loved'z bestfriend were there saying i love you and he wont know, and i was like WTF?!?! since wen were u with her!! and he was like since forever then i knew somthing was up!!! i was like no way he was sweating and getting fitchy so then i said straight up! are you with Sel, he finally admited to me yes man i am. THEN I JUST CRAZY I WAS WTF WTF WTF!!!!! AHHH!!!!! and he was like calm down pls man let me explain and i was like no shit u better and you know waaaat u better hurry im gona kick the shit out of you! and he explained stuff but not all of it, il find that out later on, so he called her and he said i told him, so then i was on the phone with her FURIOUS AS HELL and she said "you know we have been done i mean we dont talk and you must know already we are you should understand its better this way" so then i was just depressed but more angry than depressed, she picked a guy that would fuck her then leave her just like that adrian just wants to get in any girls pants! i know him too well. so then i just went its your funeral i dont know if she heard it but i said it loud. And wouldnt you know it a week later they were done he left her for another girl, and he had another girl on the side. isnt that wonderful. Well can you belive it i went back with her.... g0d all the commenters can just go stupid me stupid me im all for it, so then yes i went with her but as far as i knew she didnt cheat on me. Then a few weeks later before graduation adrian finally broke the silence and shit he wanted to tell me for so long, he said on GET THIS [Valentines Day] she made out with him OMFG!!! and other days they made out and stuff she called him from a party they were all drunk and they fucking made out in her house and all this shit all when me and her were together SO IM NOW AHHH!!!!!! AHHH!!!!! haha she doesnt know i do know this. and oh so many stuff he told me everything but if i were to name all of this id have to get a whole now page! So then shes with me all open hearted and i still like her i knw ppl i knw.... but this is still before graduation. and get this she said the reason she "left" me was she thought i didnt love her! OMFG!! she said she needs time to "study" haha yeah study making out and other shit with my best friend! and i knew that she needs to study for summer boarding school. so i didnt talk to her for a week maybe two and if she wanted to talk i said i said i was available anytime to talk! then days later i get this drama! FUCKING AHH!!! so yeah, and now its summer yais summer how great and im great im meeting people hanging with friends and family! go down to the beach go surf bodyboard and meet chicks haha my friends they always go "chicks pare chicks get the chicks" haha always funny with them not ever a dull moment. and people i have forgot about her for most of the summer just this week i think i emailed her to see what she was doing, she said she was hanging with her new friends and the new boys like this specificly italian boy and some dude that plays lacrosse, haha watev she said that he hurt his shoulder and she "comforts him everyday! hahaha yeah sure! WATEV somthang else is going on! im thinking that i mean after what ive gone through i think i should you know. i dont think il ever trust another girl fully ever again and oh i rememberd she said before graduation "i cant love no more adrian broke my heart" and i was like HAHAHAHAHA in my mind im like YOU BROKE MY HEART BITCH! with the cheating! and all that shit the lies all that SHIEEET! so now im chilling out talking to new people and just living life to the fullest yesterday was my cousinz last day in Fransico so we had a great drinking day. hahaha and today he left so emotional day and now im just ya know chillinz. ey ppl comment on this shit haha! haha you knw she knows this site! itz crazy oh well now she knows how i feel and if she got questionz i got answers and haha she said she loves me and if she really does i REALLY need to know why she does and if she really wants to go ahead with a relationship haha i can commit! but shes the flirty kind and wont really settle for one guy! oh well Suprahye OUTZ |
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Im just not in a very good mood. Ill write what exactly is going on later. I have to gather it up first. |
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alright me, my mother and my cousin all went on a greyhound today from LA to Oakland. 7 long fucking hours, i was so fucking bored but besides that i was fucking scared!! holy shit!!! mood now: 0_o alright on the greyhound my cousin was fucking spazmic! he looked like he was taken over by somthing im fucking serious! and it was after we took a picture of the window and you know if you see a white orb in the photo it means a spirit, we saw it and we were like shiiiit but watev right then later when he was sleeping he was twitching and his eyes were all white and it was dark cuz this was like at 3 am and he just kept spazming and flintiching and shit un explainable! i tried to wake him up but he wouldnt then after i got up he woke up, so i was like ok.... but then later i was like dude! while he was crazy and he just looked right at me with a scary stare like no emotion devilish stare it sent chillz down my spine. i backed off then he looked the other way still flintching. Later i woke him up and i told him everything i saw he was like awww bullshit "do you really expect me to belive that?!" i mean ppl of the world who are reading this, if i woke you up 3 times for the same damn reason wouldnt you think somthing?? and if this is his way of a sick joke its fucking working cuz that scared the shIET outa me!!!! alryt im out but i aint gna sleep cuz all that happen. SUPRAHYE OUT! |
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ok i reconsider on what i said about this thing not shutting down. The only reason why im still doing this gay thing is because AEONITY sounds tight, better than xanga or whatever anything else has to offer... so far. its 5 freakin am and im wide awake nothing to do but to watch the traffic go by and talk to insomiactic if that is even a word friends. So many things to do when the sun is up but im just going to sleep cause thats what i do sleep eat and umm more sleep. Somtimes things will be a little differently but most of the time no and im too lazy to talk about what i do besides sleep and eat =P. THE DIFFERENT KINDS OF PEOPLE IN SCHOOL I think i will talk about the different types of people in the world im going to try to name as many as i can in this messed up state of mine im in at the moment. But people got own oppinions. Alright from the top of my head, there is the the NERD, he is usually is socially challenged one might say, for the dumb people it means he doesnt have a lot of friends. He usually spends his days on tv, video games, the computer and almost never does anything physically active but i dont hate on them somtimes theyre alright help you when you got problems with school work and somtimes have a nice conversation but most of the time people either ignore them or fuck around with them. shove them into lockers and just kicking the shit out of them, ive seen it. its not only in the movies. But people got own oppinions again. Alright the next i can name is the BITCH or a sosy girl. Most people know the bitch shes usually the most popular girl, she hangs with all the i wouldnt say popular but most known people. She hates on every person and gossips the shit out of people. She would mess up your rep if you called her anorexic or even if you said somthing plain "rude" she's got to know that people have there own fucking oppinions, she should leave her loud, spoiled, stupid ass out of peoples fucking business. im sure there is a lot more to this type of person but im just speaking from my experience. But people got own oppinions again. Ok another person i can name is the FAG. He doesnt know when to fucking stop to be an asshole!! im mean jesus christ, he would also be known as a bully or whatever you call him. i just know he wont stop messing around with you until you do somthing about it. he will slap you, diss you infront of all your friends, and even attempt to fight you and he knows your not even going to fight back so he will just keep doing it over and over until he really gets into your head. I fucking was a victim of that before, but after a few inspiring words from my cousin i kicked his faggot ass back to his bitch ball trash bag he calls a house. ALWAYS STAND YOUR GROUND AND FIGHT AND STAND UP FOR YOURSELF. But people got own oppinions again. Ayt now leme think the next person i can name is SEXUALLY active or the people in "LOVE" when you talk to them they always seem to at some point in your conversation talk about theyre lover and ask YOUR oppinion, YOUR advice, and YOUR time to talk about it. I got friends like that and usually you just want to help out be a friend but at some point you will snap! at some point you know everything this person has to say and it makes you sick to your stomach. But whatev you dont really have to worry about that friendship when they break up theyll snap back to their senses haha im not trying to be mean just i know whats going to happen. But people got own oppinions again. There is the FRIENDLY GUY or the NICE GUY who always happens to be friends with everybody. And somtimes it pisses you off that hes friends with everybody even your enemies you know so there is a bit of hostility between it. He has the really good grades and people always seem to like him and even the girls start to get all omg hes so nice and hot and whatever! shit!! pisses me off well not really someone like him is my best friend and i dont mind nothing he does. But to other people they freaking lose there mind holy shit ahh damn im bored! yall have your own oppinions The next person is the umm i dont know i guess the girl shes in between everything not popular not unknown she always is a good friend and has your back and everything but to some they wonder who are they what are they doing here and shit like that people hate on her and yet they love here and just nobody seems to care and they always want to be known by other people i guess kind of like attention seekers. But people got own oppinions again. A person il name now i guess would be best described as and MVP everybody knows them they play sports, they hold the best parties, theyre older siblings run the show and shit like that and theyll hate on you when you do somthing stupid and just alot more like the movies somtimes is true, so i guess somtimes belive in what you watch. The guys arnt all bad they got some good qualities it just depends what they are. you got your oppinions i got mine The Last il name would im not sure but REBEL, theyre own group of friends known or not sticking by each other no matter what happends fights or anything. They always look on the better side of things in theyre oppinions and yet people still misunderstand them, they might think theyre mad or intimidating even scared and all pussy like but people belive in what you want, im in this group we stick by each other no matter what and thats friends. if i missed some people sorry im messed up late at night. if i missed people feel free to comment it up and describe what people you know hahahahaha cuz im bored as hell all the time which ever group your in you picked that or people picked that for you theyre your friends your own oppinions and if you disagree with what i just wrote then fine i dont care but think about it. somtimes you abuse people when you think you dont, maybe even i abuse people but i dont know it as well never know. but whatever right. im just a crazy blogger on aeonity trying to say somthing or not hahaha ayt yall SUPRAHYE OUT INSOMIAC |
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this most probably will be the last fucking entry of this stupid aeonity shiznit! this thang iz so fucking hard! and complex goddamn screw this bitch ballz this thing should burn mwahhahahaha aeonity please shut this stupid thing down la didadidjfiadsufjsdkfjsdcdjvklsnavnsdj;nvlkdsfksjfsdftedjggfdsfdsfdsghbadgdsgsdgvsfvsdsfsdfdsfsfsdfsddsfsdnflkdsjvkljvewvkopvjansvpiwejvij BURN BABY B-U-R-N IN THA FIRE  ok i think im done suprahye out!! |
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Alright today me and my cuz with our families just got back from VEGAS yo. planning to stay up all freakin night like ive been doing all this summer. i mizz my home back in manila philippines o well il get there when i get there. later yo |