_mikeyy's Aeonity Blog

heartbeat.	Jul 26th, 2006 12:36:51 pm - Subscribe
[mood] hopeful [music] Third Measurement in C - Saosin i have this crush. maybe a love. it almost seems too much almost seems impossible maybe. age difference is crazy. im 16 in november this girl is 18 in august. everything about her keeps running through my mind. iam here in oakland traveling by myself to find peace of mind. all i could think about is her face, voice, herphone number. maybe its false hope maybe its just a joke. or it could be something true. i just want to be happy with her. iam starting to think i won't be happy unless she's mine and i want to be her's. all these other girl's dont even matter to me cause nothing else really matters but that one girl cause she is the only one that i want. i really dont know what iam really doing. but i do know what i want. i just want to write something beautiful in this damn thing something that can make her smile as she reads something that can make her feel warm inside something that will make her feel all tingly in her stomach. give me something. iam not very good at these things acutally iam not very good at doing anything. but i can be good at being her someone being there for her every need. justbeing her bundle of joy.
mood:	(1) comments

	suprahye	July 30th, 2006
	ey thanx cuz for the comment i already took care of that cocksucking motherfucker