_murders Aeonity Blog

- -->*Sha... JOE and I -

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 15:57:48 -0600

not that anyone who reads my rants really cares, but oh well.. i don't really expect people too anyway, lol. ugh my parents won't let me go to the movies with joe tonight because he's going with his brother who's 20, i mean what the fuck?!? it's not like i haven't been on a date before! i know what i'm doing, god, it's not like we're going to dr... Read More

You know you\'re over emotional when..

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 11:41:40 -0600

Ugh. I just got back from Paige's birthday party. It was a really sad party. Karoke to Shania Twain? Come ON people. Okay it was kind of halarious watching Andrea & Paige sing their hearts off while trying not to giggle, but hey. XP Whoa, looking back, I've put a lot of emoish rants in this journal thing.. I have no life. Oh well. Haha Paige ... Read More

- -->*The Truth -

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 11:13:38 -0600

I've never been in love before. And I probably won't be for a long, long time. I'm more of the sisterly type that you hang out and play football with. It's been this way ever since I can remember. Guys never really took a romantic interest in me, and when they did, they kept it to themselves or it didn't last very long. I remember this one ti... Read More

- -->*Shawn and I -

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 15:48:54 -0600

today was different... i think i'm finally starting to get over shawn now. just a little bit... i think i'll be able to accept him as just a friend. it still hurts, but at least now i know i can learn to let him go. i'm just not sure i want to... i still love him. a lot. more than i can explain. he was my heart's first love, how can i just let him ... Read More