- -->*Sha... JOE and I -
Date: Feb 10th, 2005 9:57:48 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Joe :P Love, lol, as usual.
not that anyone who reads my rants really cares, but oh well.. i don't really expect people too anyway, lol.
ugh my parents won't let me go to the movies with joe tonight because he's going with his brother who's 20, i mean what the fuck?!? it's not like i haven't been on a date before! i know what i'm doing, god, it's not like we're going to drive into a crack house. okay, joe's smoked weed 4 or 5 times, had a bad cigarette habit, but even so... he stopped after new years, god. not that i told them any of that lol.
yeah.. his dad died of a heart attack last year, right in front of him too.. he takes 7 pills a day (for the depression and stuff), i mean holy shit! last year it was 18!! i worry about him. he's going to hurt himself one of these days. i swear, if he does... o.o -hugs joe tight- wai.. poor guy. 
muph. i hope mom falls down a well, over protective bitch. i know she wants what's best, but come on, i wasn't aloud to cross the street without her holding my hand until i was 13!! wtf! blah..
i might be goin on saterday.. if i can't i'll just stick a lie here and there if i have too.. i mean come on. he's on of those quiet guys that's incredibly funny and sweet. he's not like shawn, perverted and dimwitted. now that i think about it, how did i ever come to date shawn anyway? ew. all he wanted was sex, which i wouldn't give him. so he can go fuck jessica, as long as he's out of my face (and my breasts, the perv..) i don't care. he's still my friend, but i'll never be able to trust him again. ever. poor jessie. -hugs her- she's still my friend though. okay, she's a little - okay a lot - slutty, but she's still my friend.
joe said he'd call me but he didn't. it's like a soap opera lol. oh well... he's not perfect. but i like him. if things go wrong, well, i learned didn't i? i'll never know until i try. i do hope he turns out decent though.. i wouldn't mind being with him for a while. 
you know i think i took the term 'emoblog' too literally. i'm just lovesick and scary here, lol, my lj isn't like this at all. O.o oh well.
<3 Joe~ haha Jon thought he was a truck driver XD like the sterotype, you know? haha. it was funny. 
Jon, what am i going to do with you bro? lol.
anyways, the 'rents wanna kick me off for no apparent reason so..
i'm out.
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