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alwayz_odd randomness.. - Subscribe

Wow, I haven't blogged since the 2nd of August. Right now, school has started. School has been pretty okay so far. But then again, I've only had school for 2 days so far. I will/might be blogging here more often because I kind've like it here more than I like Xanga.

Today, I'm not really doing anything. Earlier this morning, I had piano lessons, which were okay I guess; but other than that, I haven't done much of anything else.

Well, that's it for now. I might edit later if I feel bored or anything (actually, I'm kinda bored right now).

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Well, I decided to move to a different EmoBlog ((click))

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Mood: bored
currently listening to: Before Your Love - Kelly Clarkson

subrosa happy Aug 30th, 2004 7:53:35 pm - Subscribe

so the jocker changed her layout. and i'm happy but i'm still moved. i already subbed to you guys so you know it's me. :]]

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Mood: neutral

subrosa road trip! Aug 27th, 2004 7:27:36 am - Subscribe

my mom, younger sister and i are going to embark on a VERY last minute road trip down to california because my brother's irresponsible. -_____-;; well anyway! i should be back in about 4-6 days. hopefully 4. i'm wayy too addicted to my computer so i guess this trip should be good for me. i doubt it though.

maybe a new template when i come back? i'm just gonna delete everything and put in css codes. i hate anything default. ^^

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Mood: hurried
currently listening to: trouble . pink

subrosa psh Aug 26th, 2004 6:22:33 am - Subscribe

work fcuking sucks. -_______-*

i agreed to being paid to 4 dollars an hour until i got the hang of things right? my parents are freaking ripping off their own kid. wth.. they didn't even give me proper training or any shit like that and i have to take everything as 'your own perogative' WTF. i'm just supposed to learn everything on my own and blah blah. fuck this. i'm quitting as soon as i get a job somewhere else. -_______-*

then my brother's getting himself in all kinds of shit down in CA and is relying on my parents as always. and now he's thinking about moving back up here since he has nowhere to stay. he's so irresponsible sometimes! he should've planned out everything instead of going on a whim to CA cuz he hated being up here in seattle. geebus.

then my dad can't control any of his damn addictions and is so WEAK WILLED that it makes me ashamed. all i wanna do right now is go run a hot bath and drown or something.

i just want someone to take all this away. give me a better life but oh no. oh no. fcuk this life.

________________________________

monica! i can't come to EM cuz i don't have a ride! :-( can you give me one? O.o

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Mood: pmsy
currently listening to: this is my time . raven

subrosa neglected Aug 22nd, 2004 7:40:43 am - Subscribe

i've neglected my emoblog.. tsk tsk for me. >.< i gave more attention to my xanga than to my emoblog.. but then again, that's nothing new. ;]

well long story short, here's a brief recap:

- got extremely pissed multiple times while watching the Olympics.
- became obsessed with aaron peirsol and michael phelps. x]]
- got stressed out a lot from work, which is no big surprise.
- stopped being all depressed about marty being in boston. yay! :]]

i'm out of money and i don't get paid next week which is working for a full month and getting paid once. my dad said that he was running low on money and told that he'd give it to me during the next paycheck period. my mom offered to pay me for the two weeks but i refused it. my mom told my dad that today and remarked how i was so 'soon jeen hae'. nah.. i'm not caring.. nah nah nah. :]

i wanna marry either aaron peirsol or michael phelps! seriously! either one will do. x]] ^____________^b

i miss you monkeey! let's hang out soon okay?! :]]

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Mood: fulfilled
currently listening to: better off . ashlee simpson

subrosa movies! Aug 12th, 2004 7:30:25 am - Subscribe

MONICA!!

wanna go see the princess diaries 2 movie on sunday? hey! you wanna go to the EM together? O.o I WANNA SEE YOU!!!

so marty left. and i'm living. but i kinda feel numb. like i'm cut off from emotions. i've gotten 2 calls from him so far. which would equal to daily calls since he left on monday. he bought me a kate spade bag but i told him to return it or i'm just sending it straight back to him. :]]

and through it all
he offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether i'm right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
i know that life won't break me
when it comes to call
he won't forsake me
i'm loving angels instead

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Mood: sad
currently listening to: angels . jessica simpson

subrosa gone Aug 10th, 2004 5:04:09 am - Subscribe

and so..

he's in boston as of right now. 12:45am EST. and i miss him already.

i got a goodbye call from him this morning. and my heart almost broke in two knowing that i wasn't going to see him again until november. TT__________TT

a part of me wishes that i let him transfer to the udub and the other part is glad that i made him stick with his university in boston. i miss him though. i'm fine and everything. it's just a hard transition. i wonder what he's doing..? haha probably scoping out the chicks.. well. that's not very funny. i just hope he's suffering from jetlag and it's in a comatose like state. ;]] just kidding. i trust him so it's all good.

i love and miss him. definitely will live my own life, my way just as i promised myself. but i wanna feel his hug one last time.. T.T

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Mood: so-so
currently listening to: miss you . darren hayes

subrosa lonely Aug 8th, 2004 6:50:09 am - Subscribe

tomorrow is NOT sunday.

monday is NOT one day away.

marty is NOT going to be leaving me.

my heart is NOT going to be torn in two..

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Mood: sad
currently listening to: i do [cherish you] . 98 degrees

subrosa breathe Aug 7th, 2004 6:05:36 am - Subscribe

everything is alright

if i just breathe.

i need to remind myself to breathe sometimes.. >.<

today kinda sucked. was kinda good. life's just blah now unless i'm with other pple. life's just taken a turn for the worst..

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Mood: gloomy
currently listening to: breathe on me . britney spears

subrosa alone Aug 6th, 2004 7:40:15 am - Subscribe

i was once all alone in this world.

without a real friend
a hand to hold
someone to confide in
lean for support
someone who will catch me when i fall

i'm still all alone.. cuz there's no one in this world that will do that for me. if they should read this, they'll talk of fake words that have no meaning or an ounce of truth behind them. they take what they want and leave me with nothing.

this world sucks. i wish i was gone

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Mood: cynical
currently listening to: crawling . linkin park

subrosa cell Aug 5th, 2004 4:18:18 am - Subscribe

finally got that damn phone problem figured out! luckily, the SIM card is working fine, but the damn phone's messed up.

why? no clue. but ended up calling t-mobile customer care 3 times and they're sending the same model [samsung E715] to me and i have to send back the defective phone. freesy peasy though since they're sending the mailing labels and everything. awesomeness. brand spankin` new phone. but i gotta download ringtones again since they're not saved to the SIM card. FUDGE. -________-;; i don't think the pictures are saved to the SIM either. DAMN! >.<

today was a day filled with freaky//surprise encounters.

if someone tells you that you'll never see the members of your graduating class ever again.. THEY'RE LYING. well at least for the summer.

today i saw cassie thacker, then a few hours later saw ms. bloom - a frosh + am stud english teacher [wth.. O.o] and towards the end of the day, ran into sqweegee [wade] and his girlfriend.

i feel kinda bad. i can't remember her name. so i avoid sentences that needs the person's name in there. heh heh >:]]

i feel kinda bored with life. need some excitement!

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Mood: tired
currently listening to: 1985 . bowling for soup

subrosa dedicated Aug 3rd, 2004 5:58:44 pm - Subscribe

this entry is for monica<3
my one and only true friend in this world.
i love you and feel better okay? :T

will i always be there for you
when you need someone
will i be that one you need
will i do all my best to
to protect you
when tears get near your eyes
will i be the one that's by your side

will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night
will i keep the rain from falling down into your life
i promise
i promise
i promise i will

will i take tender care of you
take your darkest night
and make it bright for you
will i be there to make you strong
and to lean on
when this world has turned so cold
will i be the one that's there to hold

will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night
will i keep the rain from falling down into your life
i promise
i promise
i promise i will

will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night
will i keep the rain from falling down into your life
i promise
i promise
i promise i will

and i love you more everyday
and nothing will take that love away
when you need someone
i promise i'll be there for you
there for you

will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night
will i keep the rain from falling down into your life
i promise
i promise
i promise i will

and i promise
and i promise
i will be there when you call me
i promise
i promise
i promise i will

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Mood: mellow
currently listening to: i'll be . edwin mccain

subrosa grr Aug 2nd, 2004 10:30:24 pm - Subscribe

seriously.. WTF is up with pple these days?

not a day goes by that something says something insulting or condescending or just plain fcuking RUDE!

i was on AIM to see if anyone was online and this girl i knew senior year IMed me and without even a "hi" or anything she starts off by asking how my boyfriend's doing. wth.. we're not even friends. well whatever. yeah there's nothing wrong with that. but then she starts saying about how my color combination is the worst she's ever seen and that she can't read it or whatever.

HONESTLY, if it was that unreadible, then everyone that i talk to online would've said something about it. WHAT THE FCUK IS HER DAMN PROBLEM? she tries to get off by insulting me without provoke. FCUKING BITCH. damn i wanna bitch-slap her.

then the damn cell phone's broken and i'm bored out of my mind. this week just seems to get worse. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!

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Mood: pissed off
currently listening to: wherever you are [i feel love] . laava

subrosa surprise.. Aug 2nd, 2004 2:14:36 am - Subscribe

well my plans to see monica was thwarted once again. T.T

then the day just got worse when my cell phone went on crack and kept telling to insert my SIM card when it was already in there and i did absolutely NOTHING to it. DAMN PHONE!

then some korean biatch looked down my SEVEN YEAR OLD SISTER cuz she couldn't speak korean. bitched her out cuz no one disses my family without ceasing to exsist afterwards. then upon noticing that we're wearing the same skirt, starts complaining to her boyfriend.

then some freaking GRANDMA PUSHES me and BITCHES at me. WTF?! thanks to marty's friend, cashier who stood up for me. :]] and to the guy who was standing in front of me for telling me that the grandma was fucking crazy. ^^

it slowly but surely got better and on my way home from a korean market, i notice this white jetta. i think nothing of it since i've seen a lot of them around seattle. my eyes narrow as i try to get a glimpse of the driver, then drops down to the liscence plate and it's..

MARTY!

so i called him on my mom's cell and said in a spooky whisper:

me: i know where you are..
marty: what? how?
me: YOU DORK! what the hell do you think you're doing staring at the car beside you instead of looking at the traffic light?
marty: how do you know that?!
me: hehe i drove right by, IF YOU HAD BEEN PAYING ATTENTION YOU WOULD'VE NOTICED!
marty: OHHH.. i thought you hid a camera in my car or something.

PUH. like i'd really sink that low. *looks insulted*

he makes my day.. everyday. :]]

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Mood: devious
currently listening to: beautiful things . andain

subrosa la dee da Jul 31st, 2004 6:48:28 pm - Subscribe

well updating from marty's. he's still sleeping. aww how cute ^-^

well going on the record for God and my sacred promise to him, NOTHING HAPPENED. i promised God, my parents [mainly my mom], my future husband and myself that i'd remain ABSTINENT until the day that i marry. am i married to marty? no. so therefore nothing happened.

besides, he could tell that i was a bit nervous about being in the same bed, so he gallantly slept on the floor of his own room so that i wouldn't have to feel all weird about it. :]] i love him SO MUCH more now after putting his respect for me to the test. i love him, love him, love him.

I'M GOING TO SEE MONICA TOMORROW! yay! well hopefully, if our plan goes off without a hitch. ^^

LOL. wade's a really cool guy and i think you guys would get along, ade! ^^ besides you gusy both have practically the same name: ade and wade. hehehe. just teasing. :]] and good luck on your problems ade! i really hope that they work out for you! :]]

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Mood: refreshed
currently listening to: i promise . stacie orrico

subrosa duuude Jul 31st, 2004 5:16:18 am - Subscribe

JUMPIN` JELLYFISH!

i think that's more appropriate to spit out in case of utter shock rather than "HOLY SHIET!" heh heh ^^

i'm going to officially smack wade for getting the word 'scandalous' into my vocabulary. d(^.^)b and in turn, wade is going to officially smack the radio whenever the song 'scandalous' comes on the radio for getting that into his vocabulary. >:]] i feel sorry for wade. hitting the radio's gonna hurt. ^-^

mainly worked today. talked to marty on my cell phone for a bit.. T.T but of course wade ruined the moment by shouting into marty's cell phone: "JENNIFER! YOU'RE SO SCANDALOUS!" for no reason.. O.o yup.. what a peculiar guy. O_o

it's really sad how wade knows me better than any of my other "friends" [besides my monkichi] do. marty always likes to say that i'm "stealing" his best friend away from him. haha what nonsense! i'll most definitely share! >;D he's like this other version of marty. marty's like marty version 10.0 and wade's like marty version 9.0. i know i'm biased. shut up. :]

but in all seriousness, it's really sad to realize that marty and wade know me better than pple i've known and spent so much time with for the past 2 years. [again excluding monkichi cuz she's just awesome as a possum - sorrie.. that was the only word that rhymed ^^;;]

monica + wade + cheryl
- my three close friends

marty
- my best friend

i'm happy ^^

i wubb my mommie when she's happy and i get annoyed by my mom when she's all biznatchy and get pissed off and hurt when she keeps nagging to fulfill her 'ideal daughter' role or criticizes me on everything i do or even how i look.. but i love her nonetheless.. ^^

YUPGI = ME d(^.^)b

i am YUPGI therefore i am. x]]

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Mood: bouncy
currently listening to: scandalous . mis-teeq

subrosa double Jul 30th, 2004 6:25:30 am - Subscribe

okay. so i'm gonna be a queer and triple blog. why? ionno.. i'm just bored. ^^

spent most of the day working on my xanga layout. much kudos to my awesome buddie, cheryl for helping me out with some of the coding. those table shiz is hella confusing. O.o then it turned out that all i did was not close the damn table tag. ARGHABLARGHMADAAAA. >-<

I MISS MONICA.

i'mma be a big baby and whine and cry. ^^ i'd throw a temper tantrum but it's kinda late. xP

i still wanna work at subway.. ^^

you know.. this relationship thing's a breeze. and i don't even know why. everyone always complains that relationships are so hard to handle and i guess that can be true. since it isn't hard, does that mean that it's not a TRUE relationship? O.o every problem that comes up, we both handle it by compromising so easily and readily.. is that not right? O.o ACH.. being in a first relationship is so confusing..

well it's now a week until he moves to boston. trying to make the best of it.. but that's easier said than done.

gotta give major props to wade for trying so hard to strength my and marty's relationship. ^^ you're a true and awesome buddy and thanks for everything. :]]

trust in marty i shall.. and i promised that i'd have faith in him..

damn.. i'm going to miss him.

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Mood: confused
currently listening to: i miss you . darren hayes

subrosa creepy Jul 30th, 2004 1:27:14 am - Subscribe

someone commented me on the blog below and it's an 'anonymous' user.. O.O that's kinda creepy.. a emoblog ghost.. O.o yeah i know i'm stupid. shut up. -.-

HAHA. well anyway!

there was this SUPER cute guy working at my local subway and i wanna work there now but i got SHUT DOWN from none other than monica cuz i already have my scrubbie doofus. ^^ if you wanna check out my xanga, it's whitexwave. but what you're getting over there is what you're getting here since i blog in both everyday.

DUDE.. i'm such a loser! i blog at xanga and here EVERYDAY. double blogging everyday. i'm such a loser. >.<

lol.. marty's gonna love you so much monica!

i've been talking to paula all afternoon. O.O that's pretty snazzy-jazzy. we made a plan to see each other at least once a week since we both miss seeing each other everyday. ^^ YAY! :]]

well anyway.. i'll just go now cuz i'm feeling kinda restless after sitting on my ass all day trying to code a new layout for my xanga. peas. ^^v

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Mood: silly
currently listening to: beautiful soul . jesse mccartney

subrosa bored Jul 29th, 2004 2:12:57 am - Subscribe

i feel..

BORED. O.o

i guess i COULD call paula and talk to her or something.. but do i really want to? not really. she calls everybody else BUT me so why i should bother? if she's not going to make an effort neither am i. yeah.. >:T

i want a lot of things lately and i have zip money.. but i don't regret it. however i wouldn't have given shit if it were one of my so-called "friends" family's all i have and it's all i ever need. but thanks to monica, marty, grant and wade for being there. :]]

let's see.. what do i want?

books:
kare kano v.8-10
daughters of the moon v.1-12
sisterhood of the traveling pants
second summer of the sisterhood
this lullaby
the truth about forever

CDs:
autobiography . ashlee simpson
heavier things . john mayer
room for squares . john mayer
confessions of a teenage drama queen st
pari eh yuneen ost
two . the calling
camino palmero . the calling
? . sugarcult
? + where you want to be . taking back sunday
gotta get through this . daniel beddingfield
fefe dobson . fefe dobson
gotta tell you . samantha mumba
? - alicia keys
jojo . jojo
shine + classified . bond

DVDs:
13 going on 30
the prince and me
finding nemo
confessions of a teenage drama queen
freaky friday

that nina sky song 'move your body' annoys the crap out of me.. -.-

yeah.. i want a lot of things. ^^

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Mood: lazy
currently listening to: [drama queen] that girl . lindsay lohan

subrosa the blahness Jul 28th, 2004 4:33:53 am - Subscribe

today was BLAH. there's no getting around it. it was just BLAH. >.<

well got one more really weally weally expensive korean hairpin thinger. it's super prettifuls and i'm in love with it. i'm taking good, tender care of it cuz i have a tendency to break all my hair accessories. heh heh ^^;;

anywhoo.. i utterly LOATHE and DESPISE really really REALLY STUPID customers. they have this really strong power to completely irk my chain and make me want to scream obscenities into the phone. damn damn pple. GRRRR.

i really hate it when they yell at me cuz i can't understand a word of what the fcuk they're talking about. like it's really MY fault for THEM being STUPID. psh!

yeah as you can tell, i had this super nasty bitter encounter with a really really STUPID customer who blamed me for her lack of brain cells. oh the injustice of this world.. oh oh oh..

jabba! i'm turning into a psycho freak. whoa! O.O i still must clean my room. haha

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Mood: loved
currently listening to: one in this world . haylie duff