Allure
Date: Sep 16th, 2005 12:19:46 pm - Subscribe
Mood: alluring
There is a place in my mind which only heartache and pain can define. Sometimes too much for one man to endure, but this place I know has a strange attraction, and may I even say, a powerful Allure.
I know it's not safe to venture there, but yet I find myself unknowingly drifting. And as I get closer I don't want to stop, I feel the very soul of me lifting.
It's a place where your very desires come to life, and yet your worst fears reside there too. Leaving me asking myself time and time again, "Is this pleasure worth all the pain I'll go through?"
I still can't understand why a place so tempting, can leave you in a life constantly resenting. On one side, it has everything you ever wanted. On the other, it has the consequences you will endure. I curse this place of happiness and pain, I curse this place of powerful Allure.
I know I'm tired of going through the motions, I want to retire pain from my emotion's. I want to give up this place of desire and seek a power that is much higher. Though this higher power doesn't promise my pain will end, I am to be happier from here on in.
I've tried this method of higher power many times before to ensure that I wouldn't relapse anymore, but eventually this method wore. And once again I feel my soul lifting, driven by this Allure, into this world I'm drifting.
Comments: (2)
anonymous - September 16th, 2005 |
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burningemo - September 26th, 2005 |
