At the end of this tunnel there is a light that I once feared stepping into, but After all the years of painful tears I now think I have the strength to. For what the light reveals of me is a hidden secrecy that only darkness can accept. And as the years have grown, I'm so alone and in desperate need to step. All my time within the confines of this darkness I've trusted. Only a faint memory of life in the light to the night my eyes have adjusted. Tarnished and banned into the darkness as a child, my innocence and understanding slowly consumed. The cries of a confused child, a lost boy, now a hopeless man ly searching for which way of the tunnel to choose. Deprived throughout life of the lights pure glare, the darkness has become what I would normally desire. There's a part of me left that's wants to reach out, I pray God for the strength to reach a little higher. As I inch closer into the light flashes of my past life clog my mind. Hesitant at first but I think I'm ready to step because darkness has too long consumed my life. Here goes nothing, I must step, only dreaming of what the light promises to find. Knowing my next step will decide my life, a step into disaster or into the divine.
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