| High in the sky where the Angels glide, under a bright sun that radiates with pride. Chariots of gold, white stallions with wings, a crystal cathedral where the Angels sing. A walk down a path of wonderful splendor, where the mind can run free and the heart and soul can surrender. A beautiful tune hummed by heavens' birds, a sight so enchanting it can't be described by words. A purfied river suspended in time, a mountain where only Angels climb. A place to spend eternity, a place to be proud, a kingdom full of glory, a kingdom in the clouds. |
| Take one look into my eyes and you'll see, a vision of you loving me. Cause that's all I can see when I look at you, I'm mesmorized when our eyes meet. So beautifully amazing, so perfect and pure, I'm trapped in the mist of your enchanting allure. So trapped in your essence I'm nearly knee deep, there's no will to escape, when our eyes meet. I can invision our spirits becoming one, I can vision holding you upon the rise of the sun. I can vision loving you so good you curl your feet, I can see it all unfold when our eyes meet. So if you believe in love at first sight, then maybe we should give it a try. And maybe "you" should become "we" in hopes we'll be at the altar the next time our eyes meet. |
| Bound by the memories of losing love again, hurt by knowing that I am now a lonely man. Hurts from the past that cause future pains, gathering strength trying to break these chains. Trying to hold on to something already lost, unable to stand my life as the cost. Watching the rain, followed by tears, running away from reality's fears. Living with changes I never asked for, dealing with changes I cannot ignore. Casting a reflection of a stranger in my mirror, looking back on a past that's not getting any clearer. Traveling a path that leads to a dead end, I'm bound by the memories of what once has been. |
| Just today, I sat there looking at my brother's body laying there as if it had no life at all. Today was the day of his 5th open heart surgery in his young 18 years of life. Everytime, Doctor's say,"This is the final one". But a few years later were back here in this God forsaken hospital. I can't say I have been the best Big brother in the world and you'd think I would have learned considering my brother escaped death 4 times before. You'd think that I'd try to cherish every moment I had with him, you'd think that I'd do everything I could for him. But as I look back there's probably so much more I could've done. Now, all I can do is sit here looking at his seemingly lifeless body and whisper to him, "I love you bro,please don't leave me". I just want that final chance to show him I love him. I want that final chance to be the brother he deserves. Now the doctor's say it's a 50/50 chance that he makes it, I know without him I don't think I could. I don't even think I'm breathing now, I'm just wondering what he remember's from me last, I hope it's a good memory of me. I just don't want him to leave without knowing that I truly love him and that big bro's here for him whenever, forever. I love you Salodine............ Big Bro, Anthony Adam |
| My whole life has been about uplifting other's, giving hope when there's none, helping people persevere. Illuminating people with my very presence, letting them know when times get hard that someone is here. Throughout my life I had no one, I had to go through my phases alone. It was this pain that made me wiser, it was this pain that made me strong. And now I feel chosen as a man, to carry people when they can't stand, to be the only footprints in the sand. To walk for the people who cannot walk, to talk for the people who are afraid to talk. To be the shoulder you could lean on, to keep you away from the feeling of being alone. As I have helped many down their life's roads, on me and my body their burdens have taken a toll. Along with dealing with problems of my own, I'm left with the feeling of being alone. So dedicated to helping other's, I didn't realize I needed love and care too, but will you look down on me if I reach out to you. I'm supposed to have all the answers and most of the time I do, but when I need help who can I reach out to? Who can relate to my feelings or see the pain that I see? When I'm down and out, who will be dedicated to me? |