burningemo
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burningemo
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| as I sit and what for a way to get close to you.you inch over on the couch and I inch to. we wait for that special moment when Our eyes meet. chills run up our back for comfort you twittle you feet.the moment has come it is fianaly here we both in the middle of the couch but somethings not her.the love the sensation of being together the comfort of me holding you in the cold weather. |
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burningemo
heres you letter from me Oct 9th, 2005 11:32:28 pm - Subscribe
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Dear you, The desions you am making are breaking me faith into two sperate parts I cant tell if its me or you.I trust but then you hate the decions that me trust. me make another decion just to take that trust away for a whole 3 months we stayed with it but after tonite man you is it. me cant take being you any longer me is the person it should have seen when we first meet when my best friend doorbell went ring. but seems that it meet you and it stayed that way but now she gonna meet me it will hate to say I lost every thing I had to me alot of people that nite said it was sad to see. but me still stayed hidden away untill this nite when everybody will see you real face sincerly,me ME=the old johnny YOU=the new johnny IT=melissa (my gf) BESTFRIEND=marcus |
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burningemo
SEGEMENT 1 OF MY NEW LIFE\'S SECTION Sep 26th, 2005 10:44:55 am - Subscribe
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| Me myself and I.thats the person I need to find.Im out of the darkness leaving my past behind.I might be a lil backtracked along the way.But to give up,impossible is a word I refuse to say. Cause now Im runing on the track and yea my life was scared.But Im turning and running in the oppisite direction and going real far.no more heading in the wrond direction.THIS IS A SEGMENT OF MY NEW LIFE'S SECTION.protection from the cold I no longer look for.cause now Im in the light and that is my heat sourse. IM ready to roam and graze the feilds like a wild horse.as long as God and my friends are with me I will stay on course.I feel as if I could jump out a window spread my wings and fly.Soar up say hi to the angels were I will sure enough reside.And float amoung the clouds.NOw that Im in the light everthing I do makes me proud..... |
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burningemo
only if you knew me next time Aug 27th, 2005 4:47:35 pm - Subscribe
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| I now have lost the one I like. I though she could be the one I love. as I see you u look as if u were a angel from up above. I cant let you go I refuse to do so. but i dont kno what to say to cahnge your mind. I have done almost everything in my power to help you see I really think there is a future in you and me. i dont kno why I did the things I did. I wish I could take them back I did you wrong and thats a fact. I kno I have seen it and soon will you. u relize I really wanna be with you. but although I want to be with you so badly I dont want you to be with me until I am a changed man I want us to be happy. I kno you will not wait for me but I will change just wait and see. no longer will I hurt your feelings. I be there if you every need me. u kno I will be right there cause I not falling for u I have already fell. |
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burningemo
last jump to fall Aug 2nd, 2005 10:33:39 pm - Subscribe
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| feel as if Im gonna explode and when I do it wont be nice.whats up with people thinking they can push you to the edge.its not even about them giving you that last little push.Its rather you decide to jump or not. 9 times outta 10 we take that jump regardless of the conseqences. |
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burningemo
poem Jul 31st, 2005 11:44:06 pm - Subscribe
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Its hard to get through the day with that voice in the back of ur head telling you what to do. your smart enough I say fuck that voice he cant tell you what to do.you try and tryto kick him out. you tell him to go home. you cant take it anemore the voice is getting to loud all you want to do is drift amoung the clouds.when you reach your breaking point it suddnely dissapears.now u wonnder were it went and why it is not there. In your head you listen close for the slightest little sound but nope that sound is no where to be found. you have the freedom now to do whatever with out that little clue if it is right or wrong,wrong or right just go out and do. |
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burningemo
life story part 2 Jul 31st, 2005 1:56:02 pm - Subscribe
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well as you can see I woke up this morning dont you fell special Im writiting this shit just for you last night I choked myself till my face turned blue so as I woke up it looked like a nice day that was right before I heard a voice say your gonna die to day I mean Im plenty ready but I just couldnt process what this voice had said to me as I sit on my bed and Im wondering when it will happen I hear voices in my head they wont stop laughing I dont believe in that saying Im not laughing at you Im laughing with you cause if I wanted you to laugh I would have shared a joke with you have you ever felt like the world is on your back like a giant backpack with a napsack and a dead body inside man I hate ppl that say that they never lie heres a list of shit I dont like it goes you just because you read to much I also hate people who walk around like they got there heads up there butts your prolly saying that well then I hate ppl just like me but my head so far up my butt I can see oh yea let me finish my list I also hate storys that end as soon as they start but this story will never end as long as I have a heart and it keeps beating and I still have hands Im nice enough to bring you to hell as you read this man this pretty soon will become like a drug and you will need this but not like tabbaco cause you dont have to spit this just sit back and focus forget all that hocus pocus I try black magic when I was 12 I tried to cruse Illinos ended up cursing everybody in wisconson dells with the name johnny oppps thats my name glad I wasnt there when the acid rain came any ways this is part 2 of a never ending story so just wait and see what I write in the next entry .....TO BE CONTINUED |
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burningemo
poems Jul 30th, 2005 11:37:38 pm - Subscribe
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| sadness running through my veins and I dont kno what to do I cant stop think about me and you how come we could not be together I would be your umbrella in the rainy wheather I would stay by you through thick and thin I would stay with you to the very end you just cannot believe the levels that I feel I am on with you because if you did you would not put me through all this pasin and contant tear all the constant fears of you leaving me but hey what can I say I already know that that day is on its way. |
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burningemo
life story Jun 13th, 2005 11:42:37 am - Subscribe
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living in 9th grade thats what Im going though. I cant take it everyday missing you. getting yelled at everyday about stupid shit. sent down to the principals office for calling my teacher a stupid bitch. cant take it anymore the pain inside. just wanna get a car take a ride. no more smoking weed till I cant see striaight anymore... I just gonna drink till i hit the floor. fuck trying to get a girl friend that takes to long. if I sit and stare at naughty pictures Im almost positive I'll get a bone. fuck all this waking up in the morning. nothing to look forward to besides this day being boring. its funny that I came up with this shit like its a song by 50 cent. naw fuck all that this is a life story. so please oh please dont let me wake up in the morning. |
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burningemo
this one is called (to:you ,from:me) Jun 12th, 2005 10:03:39 pm - Subscribe
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I hope that one day you will see that me and you are ment to be. dont worry about our ups and downs we can turn it all around.When you are close to me I am happy as I will ever be. When you are far its like Im lonley in the dark. Thats why I wrote this poem to show you how I really fell. and if you think this is a lie. who knows what I would do; probly cry. I miss you ever second now. When your gone that makes me frown. until tommorrow when we meet.AT school together we will be.and forever(to: you, From:ME) 
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