a_adams Aeonity Blog

" A Promise Tomorrow Never Made"

Sun, 14 May 2006 14:35:21 -0500

A sun that raises to radiate light, the past that passed from just last night. The actions took the day before will live with me forever more. The fututre hold no gurantees, the Autumn brings forth the naked trees. A gust of wind never felt again, the past that laid to rest a friend. A mistake corrected a little too late, good intentions that... Read More

Allure

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 12:19:46 -0500

There is a place in my mind which only heartache and pain can define. Sometimes too much for one man to endure, but this place I know has a strange attraction, and may I even say, a powerful Allure. I know it's not safe to venture there, but yet I find myself unknowingly drifting. And as I get closer I don't want to stop, I feel the very ... Read More

The Love Of Infatuation

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 13:57:41 -0500

I love you,wait,no, I love the way you make me feel. And maybe that gives me the incentive to think that you love me, wait, or is it that you love making me feel good? Are we in love, or infatuated with each other? Do we connect on all levels, or do we lust for one another? Is this a mental,spiritual, or physical connection. At what point when... Read More

Sex Down

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 14:57:11 -0500

Come here, look into my eyes, I know you see what I see. I want you and you want me. So what are we waiting for? Your concious to come along, tell you that it's wrong and simulate false excuses why we shouldn't get it on. Or are you waiting for a couple days to go by, so you won't seem whorish by giving it up on the first night. Or maybe you... Read More

Lost Boy(Part Two)

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 12:48:12 -0500

He's growing, like a beautiful flower to bloom, right before my eyes, it's such a sight. The beauty of the transition from "Lost to Found" does nothing short of astound. I caution him to take gradual steps because transitions can be long and hard. But he has so much beauty for the world to see, I'm almost tempted to let him free. His potential... Read More

Lost Boy(Part One)

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 13:06:40 -0500

I would like to think that I came a long way, from the boy I was then, til the man I am today. A former lost boy, victim of everything you could name, has came out of the depths and rose up as a man. I thought those chapters of my life was over, I thought that lost boy inside me was long gone. But that lost boy has return to my life, but this t... Read More

Dedicated

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 14:35:29 -0500

My whole life has been about uplifting other's, giving hope when there's none, helping people persevere. Illuminating people with my very presence, letting them know when times get hard that someone is here. Throughout my life I had no one, I had to go through my phases alone. It was this pain that made me wiser, it was this pain that made me st... Read More

Things Taken For Granted(Short Story)

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 23:11:27 -0500

Just today, I sat there looking at my brother's body laying there as if it had no life at all. Today was the day of his 5th open heart surgery in his young 18 years of life. Everytime, Doctor's say,"This is the final one". But a few years later were back here in this God forsaken hospital. I can't say I have been the best Big brother in the worl... Read More

Bound By The Memories Of What Once Has Been

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 22:31:05 -0500

Bound by the memories of losing love again, hurt by knowing that I am now a lonely man. Hurts from the past that cause future pains, gathering strength trying to break these chains. Trying to hold on to something already lost, unable to stand my life as the cost. Watching the rain, followed by tears, running away from reality's fears. Living wit... Read More

When Our Eyes Meet

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 00:05:55 -0500

Take one look into my eyes and you'll see, a vision of you loving me. Cause that's all I can see when I look at you, I'm mesmorized when our eyes meet. So beautifully amazing, so perfect and pure, I'm trapped in the mist of your enchanting allure. So trapped in your essence I'm nearly knee deep, there's no will to escape, when our eyes meet. ... Read More