nothing like absolution
Date: Apr 6th, 2005 3:08:22 am - Subscribe
Mood: schizophrenic
music: psychic tv theme 3
what. a. fucking. mess.
i cannot even begin to account for the disasters that have fallen into the undocumented crevasses in my historical records of late. let us enumerate the signs of the coming apocalypse:
1. eric: his driving while fucked up, his driving while not fucked up. him wanting to go into business with me. him wanting me to move in with him.
2. apps to russia and having no idea whether or not i'll be in the country next year.
3. my roommates are all graduating--i need to find housing for after may. fuuuck. and i don't know if i just need a summer sublet or a full rental for another year because i don't know if i'll be in the country.
4. i actually enjoyed giving a lapdance to a really really sexy punky boy who works for lucasarts, butbutbut i can't stop wishing he'd come back in or ask one of his friends about me [he's actually friends with 2 of the girls i work with.] i waaaant him.
5. school/non-stripping jobs: sucks. i have a million things due and i just don't give a fuck.
6. all of my major tech devices have been failing: computer, cell phone, ipod. luckily it appears the ipod failures were a result of my comp being fucked. i've mostly fixed the comp. new cell phone finally arrived in the mail today.
7. i'm going to seattle for my 21st birthday. fuccccccccck chaosssss.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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