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I believe that all outcomes have a meaning to how we maintain, run and live our lives; regular or irregular. Flowers that smelt so sweet once before have now wilted into a pulp. It's such a shame that we can no longer recognise the image, or smell that it was once so radiant. The unfortunate fate is..... is that we move on without a trace of remorse or a second thought within our hearts. How we as human's deny the things we see before us, because... if we deny... then we would feel better. All those promises you once made me, they no longer exist; it's as if they have disappeared from time and space all together. I ask why... why not let me forget that you once said these non-existences to me? Why let me watch the flower wilt before me, as I stand there.... not able to move, scream or yell in pain. I no longer believe... but.... for your sake... I hope you will believe once again. |
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I suppose I best talk about some happy stuff in this blog before it's a little too late! Well, I have a friend who's getting married next, next weekend... I couldn't be happier for her... I've known her literally forever. I remember that we've known eachother since we were 10 years old. It is true that we have grown apart slightly since I went to uni... but the fortunate thing is, is that we have kept eachothers numbers, and know where to find eachother if need be. I hope and wish that I can also do that with you Reni.... that you know I am here for you, no matter what... no matter how many years go by! Or..... am I just too naive to think that...... you will accept my invitation? I am avoiding you..... I won't deny this.... I can't stand the thought of not being with you |
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I was speaking to a friend today.... he said that a guy brought back a bit of hardware because he thought the functions and graphics were no good. Why do humans enter into something when they know there are risks involved? When we enter into a relationship, we take the risk and try because we know that the outcome could be a great one. But, how can we take it all back when it all goes wrong or when things don't go as planned? Has this generations lifestyle shaped how we ourselves treat certain situations? Has all these priviledges made us so spoilt in more ways then one? Back in earlier times, we couldn't take back items that we no longer wanted..... But now, we can take back anything within a 28 day policy! Is this a good or a bad thing, and more importantly; has it shaped the way we treat relationships? Was the old way right? If you buy something, you should live with the consequences, as you took the risk in the first place. Or is it better to have a 28 day refund policy, just incase? I can't decide.... but I know, I would never trade my happy memories for anything. Even if.... we no longer belong together. |
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Back in the day when the common cold/flu was the major murderer of this planet, seems now, quite a joke to us. My colleague has been struck down with the flu, and being a man, he thinks that he's dying! Naturally.... We are embedded with these contemporary diseases that we are forced to live with, because as society changes, we ourselves have to adapt to certain restraints and needs in order to survive. You choose to live a life of lonliness, because in your words and thoughts, you said, "I now understand that it is not fate that drives me to be alone; it is myself. It is my persoanlity; I can't stand restraints and committment!" Of course, I agree; this is your choice.... but, I can't help but wonder, would this have been your choice if society or culture was different; for example, if we went back 70 years in time, would you still feel this way? It is unfair to say that this is all your fault... Everyone goes through certain things in their life to shape who they are today... But, this desire to be alone.... is it really a disease, or is it an excuse? I believe, like so many of us... we find excuses for things that we wish to escape. I have lost myself... where have you taken me? |