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Who would have thought.... that it is Jay Chows [愛...懸-] that sends me to sleep everynight! ＊妳說'像一個小孩 總愛"妳猜 '說妳才像個小孩 總要'說才明白 有些事太快 失去了等... 障礙 '了期... ''的愛 怎麼才自然 每次溝通不來 就要離- 就說不要愛 '掉進愛...懸- 跌太深爬不出來 下降的速度太快 來不及踏上未來 妳的愛反覆徘徊 "亂'的'吸節拍 該怎麼逃- '控制不來 '掉進愛...懸- 回想起妳的可愛 傻傻的還在等... 以為妳還會回來 妳的臉......離- 時-"快將'掩埋 消失的太快 '負荷不來＊ You have a way with words... just like he does! Both of you.... hit my heart! I will love you always.... even though, you may not love anymore... you are always on my mind. You are the one that I want to marry, you are the one that I want to do everything with, you are the one that I want to have kids with........................................ I miss you...... more than you can imagine! I have even tried... to heal myself..... haha.... silly me.... I ended up hurting myself even more! |
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How can you pin the wave to the sand? Perhaps... what you told me the other day is exactly what I needed hear... that you are still 'wild at heart'. But, I can't help it... I still believe that you are the one; the one I want to grow old with, the one I want to have children with, the one I want to sleep with every night for the rest of my days! Is this not the worlds most ironic factor? Why does god have such a sick sense of humour......... I am still hurting.... please understand that I need time to heal, and that you talking to me everyday does not make things easier for me to deal with................. I Love You |
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How can I heal when I will never forget? I forget sometimes how life would or could be with you. Perhaps... it is about time that I relied on myself again instead of you. Please let me forget, please don't speak to me, please don't contact me, please don't call me to ask me whether i've eaten my dinner yet, please don't ask favours from me.... these all equate to me diving deeper and deeper into this hole that I can't get out of. I can not heal with you.... I can not heal without you.. haha.... ironic as sh** |
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My heartache has never stopped.... Why do we compare things to other things? Is it because, it's natural that we strive for things that we want and there are certain standards that we want ourselves to meet? Or..... is it basically because we are all selfish? I know, that when I go on my next date.... I will compare everything that I am doing with this person to what it might be like if I was doing it with you. I will compare to the point where I will not be able to hear or notice my surroundings..... It has already happened.... I wasn't even there... I am trapped in memories..... memories that can no longer become reality.... |