[I have not yet walked a mile]

Sep 6th, 2006 8:58:59 am - Subscribe
Mood: I am not the messiah

I haven't walked a mile in your shoes; I can't say that you are right or wrong, but all I can say is, is that I have no intention in changing you. I know you are special and different, I know that you love your sister and your brother very much. All that I meant was that I would never be able to take her place, and that I know she is important to you.

I knew... or had an incling that you found my blog and everything that I've written. I knew that you were angry with me in some way. I know that I might have misunderstood you in some situations, just like you would have misunderstood me in certain ways as well.

I want to tell you that from the outset I intended my blog to be completely private and only for myself; the intention that someone might read my blog wasn't why I created it. The reason that I created the blog itself is because I don't want to bring every little thing that breaks the circuit of our relationship to the surface. I know... that if you read the words carefully, you will find that I have not tried to corrupt anyones reputation or love for anyone else; all I am doing is creating an outlet point for myself, as I don't believe that it can be healthy if I take every little thing out on you... and likewise for me as well.

I'm not asking for your forgivness, as I know that certain things can not be reversed. All I can say is... is that I'm sorry for misunderstanding you, but I did not judge you! I love you so much, and want us to be together, and for me to live a simple, normal, happy life with you. Where I can cook a little, and you can do your creative work, and we go to the supermarket together for shopping. Walk in the streets hand in hand, watch films on the sofa together.

~~~~~~~~*WISH*~~~~~~~~ The fact is... how many wishes come true?

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