[Where do I go from here?~]

Sep 15th, 2006 12:47:47 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Good Plan?

What can I take to make the pain go away? I wish there was some type of closure that you would give me. I would love for this life that you promised me to come true; and that we can eventually pull through this. But.... I know the chances of all this is so low!

I am coming back; I want to reassure myself of closure. My friends think that I am mad; mad for going to a place that you are in and where we met. But, I know this is what I need to do... I need to feel the utmost pain in order for it to hit reality that we are truely over! I know what I'm feeling right now is not the most pain that I could be in........... but..... I need you~

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