[Why Tell Me That?]

Dec 4th, 2006 6:42:17 pm - Subscribe
Mood: The Gap~~

Why tell me that when you say that if you're gonna use the word 'WERE'~~~??? Why?? As I told you earlier, should I be happy or sad about this situation? You've rejected marriage with others, but would marry me.................... I suppose you don't know how these words have drilled a big hole in my heart? Happiness likes to play tricks on people, as it has never tasted the bitterness of having such knowledge.

They say that knowledge can kill, and it is true... as my heart has just died. I am not the only one, I know.. and I wish I could find another outlet where my constant whinning can be spectated by others. Unfortunately, no one can completely understand my words. As I am often mistaken for my words on this blog as I am anywhere else. I suppose, it is my problem; as I can't express myself in a way in which everyone would understand. But, at least...... I can boast that I understand myself.

What I want.... is not what I can get... what he wants, he will not take........

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