DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and this drink isn't that good, it tastes like yogurt....EWW
i am just huge and pissed off.
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let me introduce myself.i have a name, but on here i go by adia.i hate my body and have an eating disorder, called EDNOS(eating disorder not other-wise specified)i am 16 years old and i am activly involved in sports.i have had EDNOS scince i was about in 6th grade.i did research on it in 9th grade and decided that this is what i want to do.i have a wonderful, but broken family, my father is amazzing and my mother is an alcoholic.my brother is in florida and my sister and i are very close, she is 19 and in college.in 9th grade,i knew that this is what i had, what had me. i new that this is for life and i will do anything to be thin.my lowest weight was 100lbs when i was 5'5 and that was in 9th grade, when i was taken to the hospitol because i have acid reflux desiese(form purging) and i was cold and could not stop shaking.they weighed me and sayed i was 100lbs and then i started puking blood into there trashcan, not on purpose.i remember my hands, they were numb and i was dizzy and my head was pounding, but all i could think of, was ..i was one-hundred puonds..EW. that is to fat. after that, my rents would watch me eat and i gained weight, i was 120 again and then i blimped up to 130. EW my highest. my goal weight is 87 or lower, i am a jounior and i want to get out of my house so i wont be tempted to eat, i am always tempted, so if anyone that reads this is ana or mia or ednos, then would you send me recipies on drinks that will make you full? LYTTBAATT -adia- |
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This category is for disorders of eating that do not meet the criteria for any specific eating disorder. Examples include: • For women, all symptoms of Anorexia Nervosa are present except that the individual has regular periods. • All of the criteria for Anorexia Nervosa are met except that, despite significant weight loss, the individual's current weight is still in the normal range. • All of the criteria for Bulimia Nervosa are met except that the binge-eating and inappropriate compensatory behaviors occur at a frequency of less than twice a week or for a duration of less than three months. • The regular use of inappropriate compensatory behavior by an individual of normal body weight after eating small amounts of food (i.e. self-induced vomiting after the consumption of two cookies). • Repeatedly chewing and spitting out, not swallowing, large amounts of food. The most important thing to remember is that Eating Disorders, Anorexia, Bulimia, Compulsive Overeating, Binge-Eating Disorder, any combination of them, (or any that fall into the clinical category of EDNOS), are ALL psychological illnesses, none less or more serious than the next. They all have their physical dangers and complications, they all present themselves through an array of disordered eating patterns in one way or another, and they all stem from emotional turmoil such as a low self-esteem, a need to forget feelings and/or stress, a need to block pain, anger and/or people out, and most of all, a need to cope. The bottom line is that we are ALL suffering. -cerulean butterfly |
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yesterday, i bought white peaches,plums and necterines, so i could just snack on those all day and not eat anything elese ya know?. well i woke up this morning at 9:00 and went to the fridge to get some fruit. they are all gone, my damn family ate them all.i was soo mad, so i went to the outside fridge and got a special K protien water, 50 calories per one, but they fill you up for the whole day, or.. they are supposed to, i dont know, i've never had them before.but yeah i was soo mad.and i leave for california tomorrow and i am a whale.eww.i hate being me, i hate being fat. and when i go back to school, i bet they're going to be like eww the anorexic chick is fat now, what the hell happened??? DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and this drink isn't that good, it tastes like yogurt....EWW i am just huge and pissed off. |
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