Intellect
Date: Sep 19th, 2005 5:27:26 pm - Subscribe
Mood: contimplative
So I'm sitting in my physics class (I know I said I was gonna pay attention) and I just started thinking about how I feel about my own intellect.
I have always thought of my self as a smart person, and all through high school I was a pretty good student. Yet ever since I've been in college I have felt like I'm getting dumber. I mean I have really expanded my knowledge when it comes to music, and as a person I have started to learn more about my self. But when it comes to general intellegence I have started to fade. School is no longer a challenge, and I haven't really had to explore my own intellegence at all this semester. I guess I should be happy. This should mean that I'll have an easy semester, and I'll get some good grades. But i just kinda feel let down. I went to college expecting to be challenged, expecting to come into my own as a student. I just feel like my school has really let me down. But i guess I have really let myself down.
I was the one that put my schedule together, i was the one that decided to take these easy classes. I need to trust my self and be confident in my intellegence. I guess I need to take some initiative....I guess I need to learn to take some initiative in every aspect of my life. I can't just live my life expecting things to happen to me, and for the knowledge to just come to me. I neeed to learn to go out and get it. Grab life by the tail huh? 
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New Blog
Date: Sep 19th, 2005 5:02:14 pm - Subscribe
Mood: normal
Well I saw that there were a few people on myspace with a blog on this site and it seemed pretty cool. So I decided, why the hell not start my own. Even though only Steph reads my myspace blogs, maybe i'll get more interest on here. Well thats enough for me this first time around. I need to pay attention in physics anyway.
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