Hate.
Date: Feb 27th, 2006 9:37:26 pm - Subscribe
Mood: conflicted
I hate how I've grown so dependent on you.
I hate how my happiness depends on your pressence.
I hate how every free second I have, I wish I was spending it with you.
I hate the fact that I like you.
I hate how, because of you, my mind is in a state of utter chaos.
I hate that you don't even know you're the reason for it.
I hate the concept of "friends with benefits."
I hate the fact that that's all I am to you.
I hate her for liking you.
I hate you for liking her.
I hate you guys for refusing to get together so that I can finally move on from this.
I hate the fact that she's too nice and sweet to hate.
I hate feeling this way.
I hate how safe and confortable I feel in your arms.
I hate how vulnerable I am around you.
I hate the fact that you're the only one I've been able to let pass my wall.
I hate how you're oblivious to it all.
I hate how you win every arguement we have.
I hate how you're so kind and considerate.
I hate your penetrating airy laugh,
And I especially hate how it brings warmth to my heart.
Most of all, I hate you for not feeling the same way I do....
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