I hate myself for having these "ups" and "downs" moments so frequently. Nobody deserves to be at the recieving end of it.
Date: Aug 1st, 2008 6:26:31 am - Subscribe
Mood: regretful
Why does loving you hurt so much?
A. tells me I should let go. I know this. But I can't. I'm too attached.
Sometimes I wish I would have just stop fighting back at the lake. Stop kicking and just fall into the welcoming darkness.
I'm tired of crying myself to sleep at night because I'm coming to the realization that chances (and hope) are getting slimmer by the day.
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