Aeonity Blog Personal Web Log Home Profile Friends 1, 2, 3... Jan 22nd, 2004 6:29:58 pm - Subscribe Laws Broken in Tahoe : 1. Underaged drinking 2. Posession 3. Shoplifting 4. Parking in a red zone 5. Running numerous stop signs/red lights 6. speeding 7. Littering 8. Indecent exposure Yesterday Shawn dumped CR. HAH. Did I not say that was coming ? Well already I'm trying to hook her up with Andy B. lol. I'm just not sure Andy is having it. For realz. The one guy on the planet who doesn't want her. Cuz he's totally smitten for Crystal. lol. How come everyone is smitten for my friends, but not for me ? Oh well, not a big deal. Not much else is going on . Matt O. is still being obscenely nice to me. He wants to take me to the movies, but I think I'll have to say no cuz it's too weird. I don't want him to try anything. I know he has alterior motives. Right now he is the last thing on my list to worry about. (0) Comments Mood: mischievous I'm Falling Together: Go with the flow- Queens of the stone age And so the tables turn Jan 21st, 2004 7:40:38 pm - Subscribe It seems like just a few weeks ago I was like totally into the whole S.I.S thing, and wanted to spend every waking moment with them.(and I did actually, for that week in Tahoe) Well, you know... now not so much. I saw Andrew V. and Zach at the food court yesterday and Andrew was like "Hey look it's the mall ratz !" and I just kinda smiled and gave a little wave. Whereas normally I'd have run over and hugged them and joined them for lunch. It was weird. Also Emma went to our normal parking spot over by sears and by some odd twist of fate I said "Hey why don't we park somewhere else today ?" She was in shock. I mean, yes, it is totally true I love 4 out of those 5 guys to peices. Andrew V., Zach, Andy B. and Jon have been awesome friends to me as long as I can remember, but since Darren is always in the picture it puts too much stress on having closer friendships with any of them And when I do get closer... Darren sabotages me anyway. No big deal though. I'm kaing new friends all the time. Like with Jordan and Mike the thursday dude. And it seems like when I pull back from the S.I.S. guys they will get closer. Last night Andy IM'd me out of nowhere and we chatted for a while just about this and that. It was nice. *Sigh* It's just so hard to be a girl, and one of the guys at the same time. You know ? lol. Well, maybe you don't know, but I'm telling you... It's not easy, cuz no matter how much you are one of the guys you are still always a girl and certain things work differently. Like when a girl eats shit on the snow skate it's not funny be cause A) they are expected to fall and B) the guys can't laugh because they are worried that you got hurt. Also when girls say funny things no1 seems to notice or even care. Another thing is one of the guys will always want you. Esp. when they've been drinking. They'll hang all over you and try to get some action, and supposing you give-in and and give them a little kiss suddenly you are a "friend slut", and the only reason you hang otu with them is cuz you want to molest them all. These guys are totally insane and completely off the walls.Another thing about guys is they are always flattering themselves. A-L-W-A-Y-S. I don't even think they realize it most of the time, which is the absolute worst part. But as they all say "Boys will be boys" and if boys can be boys then Alexis can be a boy too... Well, you know what I mean. (0) Comments Mood: hyper I'm Falling Together: Here without you- 3 doors down (not by choice, it's on TV) Flu Dodging ! Jan 20th, 2004 6:15:04 pm - Subscribe Well yesterday morning my Mom woke up with a badass case of the stomach flu. I pretty much spent the whole day washing my hands and staying out of the house in fear of catching it. In my attempts to stay out of the house I went to Goodwill and got a cool sweater for only a dollar, went to ross and picked up some cute shoes and a black jacket for like $17.50, went to dance class with emma, went to my own skating practice and actually practiced, went to Bj's and didn't eat, and also went to Best Buy with Melanie and we decided to just go to Amoeba today because well, best buy sucks. So this morning when I woke up I made a list of all the CD's I need. Dead Poetic is my #1 right now because I really like them, yet haven't been able to find their CD anywhere. Also I need a new GlassJAw worship and tribute because I wore mine out, and i had a burnt copy, but I wore that out also. haha. I'm still upset I won't get to see Head Automatica on the 29th for the simple fact that I am not 21. That totally sucks. I need a fake ID so I can go to shows like this. Now Daryl will never see me and fall immediately in love Any way I'm on day 2 of the stomach flu avoidance so I'm off to skating practice. PEACE ! (0) Comments Mood: giddy I'm Falling Together: You're the one I need- Shakira Doot doot doot... Jan 19th, 2004 6:39:37 am - Subscribe I have been having weird dreams lately. Mainly involving weddings and such. I dreamed a few nights ago that I was going to call off my wedding (on the day of it) because my big sister talked me out of it. Last night I dreamed that I found a secret room at the rink and that I was walking to Tahoe. Yeah, strange. This weekend was really hectic ! I worked alot (surprizingly enough). Saturday I worked like 6 hours without a break and today I worked 4 hours and taught 2 lessons. Tonight me and Emma went on a total stalk-fest. It started innocently enough as a random mission to the mall so she could stalk Jordan in hollister while returning her shirt. The it totally turned into driving by the houses of every person we know.haha. Good times. Belting Celine Dion was my personal favorite part of the night. When she dropped me off I demonstrated my hardcore dancing in the middle of my cul-de-sac and now I'm just chillin' inside doing nothing. Friday I didn't eat at all and felt nice and skinney and then I didn't eat 'til sat night when I went crazy and had all the food in the world. Blah. Today I ate nothing but cookies and junk food. Im going to die from my weirdass eating habbits I swear to God. Tomorrow I'm going to N/R with Emma and then Im sure we will stalk Jordan again on our way home, because a day out with me is never complete until you totally "bump into" some hott drummer. Anyhow it's gettin' late and I'm thinking about sleep. Good night ! (0) Comments Mood: bouncy I'm Falling Together: Taking Back Sunday- Ghost Man on 3rd Entry #1 Jan 16th, 2004 5:03:53 am - Subscribe I have a journalspace. (www.grlhadcomeundone.journalspace.com) That thing is more of a public posting place for me to type random things for my friends to laugh at and read religiously. I needed something for myself that not every person on my buddy list is going to read and declare me neurotic for writing. Just somewhere that I can write about whatever I'm feeling like and not have to think "oh shit, I hope what's-his-name didn't read that and tell so-and-so !" In todays fantastic news I didn't do much of anything. Sat around and got fatter pretty much. I'm going back on my diet tomorrow though so I figured today I'd have a little party. In the afternoon Matt O. signed on and him and I had a heartfelt convo. I'm glad him and I got to be friends he's a great guy. I couldn't ever see myself dating him though. More of a brother type I suppose. Well I'm still lusting after Zach. I never thought a guy who acquired a british accent when he sings would be such a hot item, but geez, something about the thrill of this chase has got me hooked. It's one of those unexplainable phenomenons. (0) Comments Mood: lazy This site and all of its contents © Copyright yourname.com, 2001 All Rights Reserved.