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And so the tables turn Jan 21st, 2004 7:40:38 pm - Subscribe It seems like just a few weeks ago I was like totally into the whole S.I.S thing, and wanted to spend every waking moment with them.(and I did actually, for that week in Tahoe) Well, you know... now not so much. I saw Andrew V. and Zach at the food court yesterday and Andrew was like "Hey look it's the mall ratz !" and I just kinda smiled and gave a little wave. Whereas normally I'd have run over and hugged them and joined them for lunch. It was weird. Also Emma went to our normal parking spot over by sears and by some odd twist of fate I said "Hey why don't we park somewhere else today ?" She was in shock. I mean, yes, it is totally true I love 4 out of those 5 guys to peices. Andrew V., Zach, Andy B. and Jon have been awesome friends to me as long as I can remember, but since Darren is always in the picture it puts too much stress on having closer friendships with any of them And when I do get closer... Darren sabotages me anyway. No big deal though. I'm kaing new friends all the time. Like with Jordan and Mike the thursday dude.  And it seems like when I pull back from the S.I.S. guys they will get closer. Last night Andy IM'd me out of nowhere and we chatted for a while just about this and that. It was nice. *Sigh* It's just so hard to be a girl, and one of the guys at the same time. You know ? lol. Well, maybe you don't know, but I'm telling you... It's not easy, cuz no matter how much you are one of the guys you are still always a girl and certain things work differently. Like when a girl eats shit on the snow skate it's not funny be cause A) they are expected to fall and B) the guys can't laugh because they are worried that you got hurt. Also when girls say funny things no1 seems to notice or even care. Another thing is one of the guys will always want you. Esp. when they've been drinking.  They'll hang all over you and try to get some action, and supposing you give-in and and give them a little kiss suddenly you are a "friend slut", and the only reason you hang otu with them is cuz you want to molest them all. These guys are totally insane and completely off the walls.Another thing about guys is they are always flattering themselves. A-L-W-A-Y-S. I don't even think they realize it most of the time, which is the absolute worst part. But as they all say "Boys will be boys" and if boys can be boys then Alexis can be a boy too... Well, you know what I mean.(0) Comments Mood: hyper I'm Falling Together: Here without you- 3 doors down (not by choice, it's on TV)
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