alisons Aeonity Blog

I'm A Bad Patient

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 07:21:14 -0400

I'm feeling sick, again. In literally the fifth time in the last two months I've been sick. Sinus, headaches, migraines, fatigue, nausea, sore throats etc etc. I'm 22 and on more medication than seems natural for one my age. Open my medicine cabinet and I look like an old woman. I feel like an old woman. The worst bit is, I may loose my job ove... Read More

Midight In The Garden Of Good & Evil

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 10:29:31 -0400

Midnight. Online. Blogging. Together, they make a pretty indicative picture of my state of mind. Oh don't get me wrong, things are still moving and clocking over from day to day. But I don't like how they're turning. *mental note alison: you're pronouns are FUCKED* Work these days has the same effect as beating my head against a bric... Read More

While I Was Sleeping..

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 17:33:44 -0400

"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream" Edgar Allan Poe My God how I fear this. Last night I dreamt of something, someone, who awakens more in me than should be at this point of my life. I almost ended my current relationship for this person. I fear that if I cannot control the butterflies I may do it again. He confuses every emo... Read More

It Starts With..

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 07:01:57 -0400

Me. I'm not entirely sure why I decided to title my blog ‘alison’. I have another blog with a pseudonym that made sense to me when I was 16, but it’s no longer who I am. My abundance of profiles and myspaces and hidey holes in different parts of the net have another nickname I gave myself around the same time I started Net Chatting. And s... Read More