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alone Sowwie - Subscribe
Thats all that was said.
Thats all that will ever be said.

Because for some people "sorry" "I love you" and "I am wrong" is much easier to say then to say how they really feel.

- Your not the "women" Your not Samii, your Simone.

- I can lie to you and I can lie to you about lying.

- I can and chances are I will cheat on you.

- I dont mean anything I say.

- No I dont trust you at all.

Ah fuck I knew this would involve tears and a broken me but I did it anyway.

This isnt love, this is me being scared of being alone.

But there is only so much a person can take....
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Mood: ugh

alone Hit Rewind Apr 1st, 2006 8:34:54 am - Subscribe
Just one more chance, if this fails then its not meant to be and its up to you but yea one more chance.
Because I care and I think we have something special.


Pressed stop and hit rewind...again.

Lets see how this one works out.
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Mood: gelatinous

alone Yikes Apr 2nd, 2006 8:11:41 am - Subscribe
I am falling in love all over again

I dont know if its good or bad.

But one things for sure
we are not the people who give up.
Not now. Not in the past. Now ever.

Oh I am cold.

Off to bed post more later.

Luv ya'll
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Mood: shifty

alone Stupidity Apr 3rd, 2006 8:17:04 am - Subscribe
Love pulls through.
One way or another.

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I dont deserve this and I am sure everyone agrees.

Eee I made THE BIG CONFESSION to him today.
"I didnt mean to I am sorry"
"Put it behind us, it doesnt matter and I only did what I did because I thought this was the case so we even?"

How can someone not love him?

Oh I hate this little burst of love I get....ah well

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Mood: distressed

alone Love Apr 5th, 2006 3:03:37 am - Subscribe
Final list of definitions

Love is when you smile to yourself because you dont know what else to do.

Love is when you wake up in the morning and cant wait to head to bed again and start dreaming again but when you go to bed you cant sleep because you keep questioning yourself if this is for real.

Love is when he calls you at 2am just to say he misses you.

Love is when he drops everything and rushs over to your side because you dont have the strength to carry on.

_________________________

Am I in love?
I am not sure but he is the closest thing to perfect.


My Day.
Only person I talked to all day was Alex.
Yes Alex out of everyone Alex J.
Also talked to Ms.Boweer about the group.
Having a meeting with her at lunch tomrow. Hope it goes well.
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Mood: fulfilled