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alone Warm hugs. A truckload of memories and a big thanks. - Subscribe
Talking with Aya, Matt and Steven today. Made me realise how much my "friends" mean to me.

Kaz - you rock!! Everytime I turn around with something to say your always there to listen. There isnt a guy like him in the whole world. Life gives us alot of blessings and meeting a guy like you has gotta be one of the big ones.

Lewis - Bahahahaha tounge.gif

Steven - Your sense of humour, your intelligence, your advice is out of the world!! Everytime I wana cry or when life is being bitch...your always there...no-one makes me laugh harder then you do.

Kathie, Clark and Ainsley - I have known you guys for like a week and I love you all soo much. You guys make everything soo much better.

Nushie - Just a really kewl chick to tell everything to...without being judged or having to fear that they would let it all out.

Ray - My man, my one and only, lover, friend, dreamer, brother....They say your dad and first bf affect how you feel about males they forgot to add best friend to that list. Miles apart I still love, sure we dont talk as much but that just makes the time we do talk more special. Known you since year1 and your one of the people I wana die with. Thanks for being the HUGE choclate chip in my lifes cookie. Your the voice I hear when life is all fucked up and its you that makes me carry on. All you need is one person you believe in you and Ray I believe in you just as much as believe in me.

Friends.Heroes.Role Models.
You guys are the type of friends everyone needs/wants and i am grateful for even getting the chance to meet ya'll.

and i m off nite!
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Mood: astounded

alone take my hand.... Feb 11th, 2006 7:02:34 am - Subscribe
YAY!! I DNT HAVE TO MOVE HOUSES!! IT WASNT HIM!!

Anyway
We are back to where we started from or ended at...whichever way you look at it.
It kinda sucks in a way...but I love it nonetheless. I mean its a human insticnt. Meh.

I dont know how I feel. I need Kaz to talk to. -cries-
Why is it that I came online hoping that Himesh would be online? Why do I know that hes the only one who can make me laugh whether it be by hes tee-shirts, his conceited-ness or by his dry lame jokes. Meh

Does anyone wish upon stars? I always do they never come true tho...I am better of chanting a mantra.

Stars to me are just balls of gases.
Love to me is a box of balls.
Life to me is a giant game of dodgeball.
The earth is a ball of circle-ness.
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Mood: alone

alone Hello There. Feb 11th, 2006 11:39:32 pm - Subscribe
Went to Parramtta today sad.gif
Yea it sucked. It was crap. I hate Parra. I hate target, I hate JayJays and I hate the escaltors.

"True love is the souls recoginsation of its counterpoint in another"

How many counterpoints does one soul have?
How many does it recognise?
What if it fails to recognise it?
What if your soul recognises it but the other persons doesnt?

I rememeber everything that way said and done. I probably can even make out how many beats ur heart beated.

Patheitc. Utterly pathetic.

Meh.
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Mood: vacant

alone stuff :l Feb 16th, 2006 3:19:02 am - Subscribe

"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."

"The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can ever end."

"If it didn't hurt so much, they wouldn't call it a crush."

"If you can't save the relationship, at least save your pride."

"Valuing a relationship is not merely done by seeing each other everyday. What counts is how much in our busy lives we remember each other."

"You can hide the pain that you feel and make others believe that you can move on. But you can never deny the truth to yourself that the person who has failed you and hurt you is still the person youýll always choose to love."

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met."

"If love is not worth waiting for, it's not worth having."

Writen by the every gorgeous Eddz
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Mood: spectacular

alone F . U . nicest possible way Feb 17th, 2006 6:09:18 am - Subscribe
How could you?
We tried to work it out.
It was your idea to move forward from what has happened
So why did you back out?

You dont ever miss the chance to let me know I wasnt good enough do you?
You make sure I know who your spending your time with.
So I can really sit and wonder what does she have that I can never have.

You made it clear..not once but several times that you didnt care. That it was always *her* so what are you upset about now?
You fugly whore.
It was always you.
There was no denying it.

I knew I would look back 5 years later and cry and say "that was it" but now it seems like I am getting what you got.

Even tho you cried about what happened to you...you never denied what it was...you said it was it...and now I am crying over something that wasn’t mine. I am sorry I could be the one.
Fuck it all.

Your just another name on the wall.
Thanks for everything.
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Mood: lovable