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This was never meant to be the end
Close the book and start again


Yes I am closing that book and starting another one.
I am not going to let past events affect my future decisions.

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Now onto something pointless...
I was wrong, for once I was wrong and its a very sucky feeling. For once I wanted something to work, for once it seemed everything was perfect but hey everything happens for a reason.
I am not going to cry over this.
Sure I liked it alot.
But cheesy-ness just doesnt work with me.
The least you could do is be real, the least you can do is mean what you say and stand up for what you believe in.

You wasted it.

Just a wonderful memory which I have now shoved into the back of my head and that is where is shall remain NO MATTER WHAT!
Its my life and no one or nothing is going to control how I feel.

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Lift - Shannon Noll
I know you're hurting
Feels like you're learning
'Bout life the hard way
And it ain't working
Sems like forever
That you've been falling
It's time to move on
Your life is calling, yeah

This was never meant to be the end
Close the book and start again

Cos i know how hard it can get
But you've gotta lift
you've gotta lift
And sometimes that's how it is
But i know you're stronger
Stronger than this
You've gotta lift
You've gotta lift

When you can feel your
Whole body's aching
What's left of your heart
It won't stop breaking
You've got to let go
you took a hit
Time to pick up now
move on from this

You've got to lift yourself up above all the hurt
Don't give in
Wipe your eyes and remember you're better than this
let them know that they took their best shot and they missed
Come on and lift

Pick up now...
Pick up now...
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Mood: Sunshine

alone -runs around screaming frantically- Jan 31st, 2006 6:42:04 am - Subscribe
"Your cheerfullness will be as radiant as a person wearing pink at a funeral" - VJ

VJ started a new school this year as well. He didnt make any friends but his VJ he doesnt care...hes hardcore.

Me, well I dont care either but I just dont wana be treated the way Carol was treated.... thats all.

But I should be fine. I mean my cheerfullness should be radiant.
WHAT IF PEOPLE DONT LIKE CHEERFUL PEOPLE??

My mum doesnt think I am cheerful at all :/

Ok No need to worry. I'll be fine

Dear god please let Karma exist.
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Mood: detached

alone First day Feb 1st, 2006 4:47:01 am - Subscribe
WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!

it could have been better if Kath, Clark and I were in the same classes but hey.
it could have been better if I was in decent classes.
hm yea it rocked.
I was in the wrong class for english. Azzi helped me thorugh that so yea.

Saw Prashant (SUPER MEGA POSER)

Ok Clarks abit weird. just abit.

I love you Clark and Kathie!!!
yay atleast we're all in the same Commerce class.

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on a sadder note (more like pathetic). Its totally utterly completely fully totally DOWN THE DRAIN. No there is no hope...its never going to be me. I am kewl with that.
There is about a thousand other people. tounge.gif
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Mood: social