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2 blow ups in 2 days...bbaaaaddd. Second arguement this time he thinks I have been snopping around. 1) Not smart enough 2) Why would I do it? 3) I just so happen to have a life outside of you Aw this makes me want to love him more...Yes I am in idiot.. everyone that agrees with me..hm send me flowers ![]() School was good...Recess 1 - played basketball...ok I was kinda sorta showing off to get his attention but meh. Anywayz science was good. Hugs from Charlie and Eddie. Maths was also good. Commerce kinda sucked. PE pretty good. MEGAN KISSED NATHANS ASS!! ok not realli, upper waist..and she didnt kiss she kinda sorta almost did but still! Hung out with Meg and Josh and them at lucnh. Ah Simon when will you speak! hm yea....I m confused |
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I dont know how I feel. I dont know where I stand. I hate being alone. I am better of in a crowd. I dont like thinking about all this crap because this just makes me realise how imcomplete I really am. I wish things were a little different. I love you. No matter where I run I keep finding myself running back to you. The Truth - I love Lewis. No matter how much I deny it, no matter how much crap happens, I still feel the same about it, no matter what I have said, no matter what has gone on things dont change. I am however not denying anything I said earlier. - I try to find abit of Mitchell of everyone. Dont know why. Its just Matt is what Mitchell is. - I am the one who says not to give up but I am usually the first one who does it. - I am ok with getting hurt, not such a big deal. Yea fuck this. fuck life. fuck love. I am going to watch some tv. luv ya'll |
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Bob was a laid back, happy, christian guy who always had something to look foword to, where it was the amazing things he was organising for his community or just his new diet. Jillian was also a laid back, happy camper who had alot to look forword to in life. Bob and Jill were sitting at a UNI lecture together. They didnt know each other and this was the first time they had seen each other. Bob was confused about whatever the hell that was being taught, Jillian looked over to Bob and he quickly intorduced himself and asked for help. Jillian tried to explain but Bob kept making her laugh. After the lecutre, Bob caught up with Jillian and they went to the Uni's library together to do some work. The next day they met for some coffee. Jillian really loved talking to Bob, they learnt alot about each other. They met more often, Jillian and Bob got close, they met each other parents and the parents treated them like their own kid. A few weeks past, one sunny saturday morning Bob came over to Jill's house, he talked to her dad and asked him if he could take Jill out for a real date at night. That night Bob took Jill out for a fancy dinner and a little dance at a fancy hotel, after that they went for a walk on the beach, Jill lay on Bob's chest and they both looked up at the night sky...Bob knew what Jill was thinking so he slowly whispered "Lets make a wish on the furtherest one, might just come true" They both closed their eyes and wished Jill opened her eyes and poked Bob "Come on tell me what you wished for" "Its the same thing you wished for, that this moment lasts forver" Bob whispered in her ears and leaned forword to give her a kiss. They went for another walk..the Bob did what a cute school boy would do.. "Hey Jillian I was thinking do you wana go out with me" Jillian hit him in the stomach and ran. He chased after her and tackled her. The answer was a yes. They talked and hung out more. Uni was getting harder and it was difficulty finding time for each other but every night before bed they would call each other up and have a brief talk about their day, didnt matter who did they simply knew when it was time. A few years later (4years) Bob called Jillian and asked her if she was, he came over and took her to the same hotel they went, they had dinner, and then the waiter brought out a small cup cake with "Happy 4th anniversay" written on it. "I wrote that, crappy effort but come on I love you" Jill almost cried. She had forgotten it had been 4years of them going out, those 4 years had been just awesome for her. Bob then led her outside, Jill was shocked to see Bob and her parents there. It was an open garden, they walked over, then Bob pointed to stars above "remeber wat u wished for 4 years ago?" Jill nodded. Bob put his arm on her shoulder and pointed to sky "What are u doing for the rest of your life?" Fireworks. saying "Will you be mine?" Jill cried. This wasnt suppoed to her happening to her. She looked over to her parents and then to Bob's and then to Bob. "Well I havent got all day..are we spending every living breath togethr or not?" "Shut up and hug me" replied Jill. "So I count that as a yes" said Bob and he hugged Jill tight. They spent the whole night at the beach. This was actually happening. Jills universe was spinning. The next day Bob was one his way to Jillians home to pick her up to go to the movies on the way he was hit by a drunken driver and died on the spot. When Jill was told she cracked up laughing. For a mintue she thought they were lying. She stayed the whole night crying. There went the only real she had. There went her lover. Her finace. Her world. There went a guy whose life was perfect. A wonderful career. A great family. Jill never really moved on from him. Every now and then she'd think about how life would have been with him. Jill is now married with 2 kids. The only man she ever really loved was Bob nothing could change that.... |
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Ah I tired. Went to Parra today. Yes I am finally over him. Once and for all. Ah I feel weird. Anyway *he* and *her* are perfect. They had their first arguement over a pen. I could have cried. I called him a hoe. "Bros b4 hoes" and yea hes weird. -cries- I AM SOO GONNA CRY AT THEIR WEDDING. They are offically the cutest couple EVER! Hm yea about all. USB DRIVES - HOW KEWL ARE THEY?? yes I am weird and your point? |
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I am supposed to be doing my Geogrpahy assesment or my photogarphy assesment or my english homework but no! I am hoping from forum to forum ah great...lsing focus once again. The geo equals to 25% of my yearly mark which is 50% of my semster and the photography is 50% of my yearly Anyway went to churh..ah I love church ![]() "World without strangers" is what Janelles Tee shirt. Janelle runs the youth group thingo. Yay I now have youth group at 7pm friday...OUTTA THE HOUSE BOOYA! got my curls losed again...one or twice more then I m sure it will get straight. Ah my head hurts. Ah so hot in my room. Ah work to do. Ah project X tomrow. Ah I am hungary. |