longg time
Date: Jun 15th, 2006 5:24:19 am - Subscribe
Mood: amazing


I know I kno I havent blogged in ages and you have all missed me ever so terribly...

Newho...been so busy lately

Social Justice group had a great started but is now falling apart...thanks to a certain someday :p ah well..if you want to take over...please do you..but note that A) you need the SRC's permission and B) if i go half the group goes with me and C) if your going to be a bitch I m going to make sure that you receive no support for the SRC, the princpal and school

Hehe I am a mean evil cruel bitch...grin.gif

Newho
*grins evilshy* lol yesh yesh good things sometimes do happen to good people =D
hehehe okie mean evil bitch...but it could be fate
shit it hurts

Hm thats it for now

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Save the last...
Date: May 11th, 2006 2:41:37 am - Subscribe
Mood: disturbed


Walked into this life
A stranger, a mystery
Made all the right promises to break
Made me believe that all stories have happy endings
Made me believe in something that wasn’t real
An extra star for my dark nights
The stupid promises
The ignorance that it would last forever
Lack of respect, lack of trust
All just a silly game
Game of cold hearts
Game of colder kisses
Details don’t matter
Someone payed the price
Friends forever the new promise
Another heart break just around the corner


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Blahfuckingla
Date: Apr 26th, 2006 1:12:21 am - Subscribe
Mood: decent


Men = Confusion.


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Crashing like a tidal wave
Date: Apr 24th, 2006 5:10:46 am - Subscribe
Mood: triumphant


*SCREAMS* MEET YOU IN AFRICA?? MEET UP IN AFRICA??????

*SCREAMS LOUDER* HELLO??? VGEN BUDDIES???? HELLO??? OFFICAL FRIENDS???

*SCREAMS EVEN LOUDER*

This is the ulimate end.

Coxii I am so taking that river with you.

Haha....doesnt matter how long you've known him just as long as hes got you smiling since day one.

DD day is comming up so is fundraiser so yea....hehe happy.gif


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Damaged
Date: Apr 24th, 2006 4:45:01 am - Subscribe
Mood: glowing


Dreaming comes so easily
Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairytale
I'm damaged, so how would I know?

I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm shamed and I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Won't let anyone get close to me
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know

I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm shamed and I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

There's only for my soul
And undo this fear
Forgiveness for a man
Who was stronger
I was just a little girl
But I can't look back

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Can't go back...
Can't go back...
Can't go back...
Can't go back...
I can't go back...
I can't go back...
I can't go back..
I must go on...
I must go on...
I must go on...
I must go on...
I must go on...
I must go on...
I must go on....

THE SON OF A PRICK TOLD ME TO GET THIS SON.....DOES HE NOT SEE THAT IT RELATED DIRECTLY TO ME????????

oh wellz
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Effed up
Date: Apr 23rd, 2006 8:59:32 am - Subscribe
Mood: raunchy


I wish you wouldnt go. I wish you wouldnt leave me here. I wish that everytime you said something it makes me believe there might be a US.

I wish I could let you go. I wish I wouldnt feel so vunerable everytime you said anything. I wish I didnt have to cry because you didnt need me tonight.

I wish it didnt bleed everytime you said anything. I wish red werent the colour of your kisses.

I wish my heart didnt beat so fast whenever your name appears on my fone. I wish it didnt jump so much when you say something.....
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Assess
Date: Apr 21st, 2006 6:07:54 am - Subscribe
Mood: accepted


Yup I assessed Lewis's and mine's relationship so I dont make the same mistakes in future.

Was I happy with him? I was happy with having someone.

Why did you love him? He found me (well I found him) when no one else was looking.

What have you learnt from him? Never trusting another guy again.

When did you feel something was wrong? The day he was alone at all, carols in the domain was on, thats when it started.

Would you have ever been the girl to keep him happy? Yes

Would he have been the guy? Yes

How much effect did you put in this? Gave it my all.

Did he do the same? No

Why not? Maybe I wasnt worth it.

One thing you could undo what would it be? Never finding out about anything, pretending that such a thing as "the perfect man" exists and that he is with me.

One thing you could do? Tell him I love him and make him believe that.

Conculsion.
Lewis. Awesome Guy. Un did everything Himesh did. Poor Himesh. his work went to waste.
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Over it
Date: Apr 20th, 2006 8:27:09 am - Subscribe
Mood: ready


Yes I have let go.

Sure I love him.

Sure I think we could have been more then just amazing.

Sure I am always going to remember him.

But

Everything happens for a reason.

and

We are better of as friends.
No we are not.

But fuck that.

As Tom said "Would crying have brought him back to life, would crying have made her come back to me"

Moving on.

Moved on.

I still love him.

But

I am ready to share my love with someone who needs it.
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Survey
Date: Apr 20th, 2006 1:50:16 am - Subscribe
Mood: overstimulated


First, pick a person; Lewis
Describe this person's smile- Warm and fuzzy
Describe this person's anger- Fucked up
Describe how you feel towards this person- HATRED PURE SHEER HATRED
Describe this person's past- Bega cheese
Describe this person's future- Young Aussie of the year
Describe who this person is in love with- GEMMA THAT RED HEAD!
Describe how you feel when they walk into the room- HATRED PURE I GONNA SMASH UR HEAD HATRED
Describe how you wish they felt towards you- Loved me?
Describe how your life would be without this person- Be fine. I dont need him.
Describe how you feel when they're unhappy- Happy. Good suffer.
Describe what you hate about them- The fact that I cant hate him even if I tried.


Second Person : Tom
Describe this person's smile- Warm and Fuzzy and kinda weird
Describe this person's anger- Gentle
Describe how you feel towards this person- Good guy.
Describe this person's past- Well he has a weird sense of hair colour
Describe this person's future- Rainbows and skateboards
Describe who this person is in love with- Not me
Describe how you feel when they walk into the room- *NOTICE ME NOTICE ME* HAPPY!
Describe how you wish they felt towards you- Atleasted liked me?
Describe how your life would be without this person- Alrite I guess.
Describe how you feel when they're
unhappy- Unhappy sad.gif Give him a hug and tell him its gonna be ok.
Describe what you hate about them- Hes a flirt
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Inner battles
Date: Apr 18th, 2006 10:18:29 pm - Subscribe
Mood: stimulated


It took me a bit to long to realise that sure he acts like a player, such he acts all puffheady but inside hes just a good kid.

AND?

And I feel like a bum.

HE LIED TO YOU. HE CHEATED ON YOU.

And that matters why?

WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?

I am saying nothing. I dont love him. I dont love him. I dont love him.

STOP LYING TO YOURSELF WOWAN.

I am not. Ok maybe a little. Ok maybe a lot.

SO YOU DO LOVE HIM?

Maybe but that shouldnt matter.

WHY NOT

Because it just shouldnt I hate him.

YOUR INCAPABLE OF HATING.

So I cant hate or love or be loved, I can only be hated.

YOU CAN ALSO LAUGH AND CRY.

I am scared.

OF?

Disturbing the balance.

NO MORE TALKING TO TOM. YOU LOVE HIM. WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO?

Nothing.

OKAY. DONT LOOK BACK AT THIS AND SAY I WISH I'D DONE SOMETHING.

I wont.

SO YOUR OK WITH HIM GOING OUT WITH CHLOE?

Wtf? Who?

OH HES GOING OUT WITH THIS RED HEAD.

I dont care.

YOU DONT?

I do. I still love him but that doesnt matter.

SO YOUR OVER HIM?

No. I want him.
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