Yikes
Date: Apr 2nd, 2006 9:11:41 am - Subscribe
Mood: shifty
I am falling in love all over again
I dont know if its good or bad.
But one things for sure
we are not the people who give up.
Not now. Not in the past. Now ever.
Oh I am cold.
Off to bed post more later.
Luv ya'll
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Hit Rewind
Date: Apr 1st, 2006 9:34:54 am - Subscribe
Mood: gelatinous
Just one more chance, if this fails then its not meant to be and its up to you but yea one more chance.
Because I care and I think we have something special.
Pressed stop and hit rewind...again.
Lets see how this one works out.
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Sowwie
Date: Apr 1st, 2006 6:36:36 am - Subscribe
Mood: ugh
Thats all that was said.
Thats all that will ever be said.
Because for some people "sorry" "I love you" and "I am wrong" is much easier to say then to say how they really feel.
- Your not the "women" Your not Samii, your Simone.
- I can lie to you and I can lie to you about lying.
- I can and chances are I will cheat on you.
- I dont mean anything I say.
- No I dont trust you at all.
Ah fuck I knew this would involve tears and a broken me but I did it anyway.
This isnt love, this is me being scared of being alone.
But there is only so much a person can take....
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Jam jars
Date: Mar 29th, 2006 4:58:42 am - Subscribe
Mood: sadistic
Wont open. I used a wrench thingo.
Anyway "but ya" didnt mean anything.
So yea.
Hm burnt my popcorn. Now going to watch Sleepy Hollow with scones and jam =D
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Cries in Vain
Date: Mar 29th, 2006 1:37:58 am - Subscribe
Mood: deserted
Ok I am seriously in love with Bullet for my Valentine -sighs- they sound soo awesome!
ALEX KNOWS I EXIST!
Its the little things that sometimes make the big difference. Today was one of those days where it was like "I am doomed to wander through life like an empty shell". Was walking over to the filos, he was there, there was about 20 people in the middle, he sed "hey" about 3 times when I realised he was talking to me, we shook hands =D what did i say "Oh hm yea hi" Shit I suck when I am being all emo.
-sighs- I love christians.
Hm tennis was bleh. Nothing else.
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but yaaa
Date: Mar 27th, 2006 5:38:27 am - Subscribe
Mood: enchanted
"I dont wana break up 
but ya"
But ya
But ya
What does he mean by that
08:31:20 PM] 2@h: if u want out thats ur call!! and b4 u say do i want out, no i dont but ya"
Does he mean we are better off if I made that call?
Does he mean he couldnt care less if we are together to not?
Does he mean "I dont wana do it but maybe we should"
Someone anyone help!
Someone ask him this!
I dunno its like hes the one but ya
Hes bob but I dont want Matt. I just wana Bob
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Emo
Date: Mar 24th, 2006 8:42:44 am - Subscribe
Mood: famished
Ok fine so I am emo.
I am fat and ugly.
No one loves me.
A just a faded picture that no ones sees.
I cry most nights to sleep.
My smiles are slowing killing me.
And its really really stupid because my close friends who are meant to know stuff cant even see the changes. People who I only know for a couple pf days can see right through me and notice it, they can see that my eyes are lighting up with interest or excitment but they are teary.
I am not sucidal and I am not going to cut myself because yea.
-sighs-
Wheres my share of happiness?
Wheres my Matt?
Wheres my life?
I am just sick of this all.
I am sick of Lewis and his pussiness...bugger cant even stand up for his actions. I dont want you to say your sorry, I want you to say "Yes I did it because blah blah blah and I am sorry but blah blah blah"
Argh .. seriously just prove me wrong..is that to fucking much to ask? I dont always like winning!!
And hm he doesnt mean it....its quiet obvious...this is what I was most scared of and yea..this is worse then yea :'( Shit it sucks.
I havent made any friends other then Charlie, Kayla and Monica and Tom. Kathie and I dont get along to well and yea.
Bleh.
I need to change.
I am just a kid and life is a nightmare, I am just a kid and I know thats it not fair
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Tell me wat do you do when it all falls apart
Date: Mar 23rd, 2006 5:12:32 am - Subscribe
Mood: recalcitrant
Ouch it hurts. For some odd, insane, pathetic, unreasonable reason it hurts but only a tiny bit. Meh I am over it.
No I am not.
I just thought that maybe I had a chance but I didnt =D time too smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Er everyone thinks I am emo. Yea forget the fact that I hug trees, I am always happy, I am almost always smiling, I dont cut my self and I love god and believe that life is worth living, I am emo.
Wasnt aeonity called "emoblog" WHY THE NAME CHANGE??
*waves* ello all emo bloggers =D
Hm Moncia screamed out I like Carlos...yea forgetting the fact that
A. i DONT like him and
B. he doesnt know my name, I am just some chick who he talks to when he packs up the hall
oh and hes in yr 11.
Anyway eevrything is fine.
The chicks who hate me now also hate Kayla
They have been bullying and bitching about her, Aliian and them had a lil verbal fight, Gemma (mega slut) was about to cry, they wanted to tell the deputy, Kayla and us bet them to it =D
Hm yea thats about it.
I am in the mood for hugs *hugs all emo bloggers*
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Tired-ness
Date: Mar 22nd, 2006 2:28:32 am - Subscribe
Mood: spicy
Tennis bleh.
Kayla rocks!
We are doing the tresure hunt!! yay -jumps around-
HA!! IN YOUR FACE LEWIS SPENCER BEST!!!
Might be going to Ellians church thingo on saturday :s
Yea thats about it.
I got a letter from the perimers office 
I am in the board of committies. THATS A MISTAKE coz I am onli 14.
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Madness
Date: Mar 20th, 2006 3:23:11 am - Subscribe
Mood: impatient
Today was school photos. A day for the ones who arent photogenic to feel sorry for themselves and a day for the others to obess over their pimples and double chins.
Anyway Charlie and I are saying we are related. Hes one of the most awesomest guys I know..bleh =/
Everyone thinks we are going out =(
Moving on
Caught up with Kathie
hm about it.
This is going to be the hardest thing I am going to say, why hard? coz I realli mean it.
I love you Lewis.
Anywayz
SUNSHINE! I love summeerrrr
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